can't decide if i need a nap or a coma.

sorry it was my mistake I'll kill myself.

as a kid i was afraid of looking down from a height, but now it seems nice. even better if i jump.

1:34 / trust in me as i am shattering inside. the vision upon us, the memory remains. nothing to defy, the light will cast me aside.

the sexual tension between my skull and the wall is driving me insane.

توی این تابستون تنها چیزی که ترکوندم مغزم بود.

انقدر اورثینک و کوفت و زهرمار انجام دادم که چیزی جز یک توده گوشتی تو جمجمه‌ام باقی نمونده. یکی گوش‌کوب بیاره باهم آبگوشت بخوریم.

please don't ask me where I see myself in 5 years. I will cry and kill myself about it.

۱۰ راه‌حل برای داشتن زندگی‌‌ایی شاد و بهتر:
۱. خودتون رو بُکُشید.

1:53 / there is no chance at all. we are all trapped by a singular fate. nobody ever finds the one. the city dumps fill. the junkyards fill. the madhouses fill. the graveyards fill. nothing else fills.

3:07 / we had trust and been betrayed. we had love turned into hate. we tried to collect some stars to enlighten this perpetual night, but a clouded sky always cloaked our attempts to find some light.

this is genuinely what i want to do to myself when I overthink and suddenly remember:

0:54 / I know nothing of real pain. I'm a child and I am spoiled. I hate myself for my complaints. I'm pathetic and I'm bored. I cry simply at the thought. I crumble at the sight.