my toxic trade is being a guy and getting called as a girl and piss the fuck out of every man who thinks I'm a girl. (I hate men)

you know how much you're fucked up when.. actually you know that always. you're just fucked up at anything.

wish I could go back in time, when there was no willing
to win that run. / 3:50

another day, another i didn’t kms.

sometimes I wish I could die so that I don't need to sleep anymore.

can't decide if i need a nap or a coma.

sorry it was my mistake I'll kill myself.

as a kid i was afraid of looking down from a height, but now it seems nice. even better if i jump.

1:34 / trust in me as i am shattering inside. the vision upon us, the memory remains. nothing to defy, the light will cast me aside.

the sexual tension between my skull and the wall is driving me insane.

توی این تابستون تنها چیزی که ترکوندم مغزم بود.

انقدر اورثینک و کوفت و زهرمار انجام دادم که چیزی جز یک توده گوشتی تو جمجمه‌ام باقی نمونده. یکی گوش‌کوب بیاره باهم آبگوشت بخوریم.

please don't ask me where I see myself in 5 years. I will cry and kill myself about it.