born to die, forced to live.

i eat my first meal of the day at 5pm bro don’t ask me if im okay.

how it feels to talk to your family:

tonight I'll make my dreams come true and take all the pills I can find. hang the noose It'll likely fail and like always / 2:25

I need a fucking break.

should i shoot my shot or shoot myself?

1:01 / someday, it will be leaving. there is nothing to believe in. I keep trying. even if we'll meet again, you’re like your scene resonating.

socialized (-1000000 aura)

2:51 / living in fear of what the next day will bring. I wish I had seen it, before it was too late.

made it to september -10000 aura.

I killed myself 50 times in my head this month and it’s only first day of September.

+ اگر خونه‌ آتیش بگیره اولین چیزی که ازش خارج میکنی چیه؟
- خارج کنم؟ خودم آتیشش زدم منظورت چیه؟

0:54 / you can play the fall. numb, like the feeling in your arm. like the feeling of your pink cargos in the lot.
I don't feel like I felt at all.