this takes ten times more of our mental strength and it takes way less to see yourself in a cage, disintegrating. / 1:17
in a clinical way.
in a physical way.

let's fuck louder cuz the voices in my head could never do this.

sometimes I wish I could take off my skin like a t-shirt so I can feel things the way I have to.

I'm scared of being alone with myself.
I can't tell if he wants to fuck with me
or stab me 28 times with a sharp knife.

It's too quiet to hang myself.

I whisper "what the fuck" to myself like 17 times a day.

when you made it on the bridge, did you think about your life or had you already made up your mind? / 1:22

I'm so hungry man, where's my shotgun?

I only talk to like 5 people pre a day and 4 of them be me.

theres no time to waste now. I’m scared of running out.
just bored, left out. / 1:09
I think I’m running now.