I was expecting a brat 360 Charlie XCX summer and all I got was what the actual fuck is this shit.

I need to stop falling for stupid ass fictional characters and try to live a normal life. (im gonna kms)

I need a bath so bad. my head is so dirty. where's my fuckin' shotgun?

what we lose, we can't choose. we are through. / 0:56

about to ask my thoughts if i can sleep tonight.

I need to be 13 again. I know what the fuck should I do this time. (prepared to not seeing 14)

this takes ten times more of our mental strength and it takes way less to see yourself in a cage, disintegrating. / 1:17
in a clinical way.
in a physical way.

let's fuck louder cuz the voices in my head could never do this.

sometimes I wish I could take off my skin like a t-shirt so I can feel things the way I have to.

I'm scared of being alone with myself.
I can't tell if he wants to fuck with me
or stab me 28 times with a sharp knife.

It's too quiet to hang myself.