looking at yourself in the bathrooms mirror at 5 am is peak. (I need immediate help)

feeling like my playlist. unstable and suicidal.

fuck nudes, send me a handful of xanax.

drain, drain my head. I don't want to feel anymore. / 1:19
silently choking on my words.

I was expecting a brat 360 Charlie XCX summer and all I got was what the actual fuck is this shit.

I need to stop falling for stupid ass fictional characters and try to live a normal life. (im gonna kms)

I need a bath so bad. my head is so dirty. where's my fuckin' shotgun?

what we lose, we can't choose. we are through. / 0:56

about to ask my thoughts if i can sleep tonight.

I need to be 13 again. I know what the fuck should I do this time. (prepared to not seeing 14)

this takes ten times more of our mental strength and it takes way less to see yourself in a cage, disintegrating. / 1:17
in a clinical way.
in a physical way.