1:34 / I've been far removed, watch the life pour out and only I know why. days turn to months and years. watch the fluids drain, oh I don't mind.

"don't worry, we all felt like this someday"

“what do you do for living” i do my best.

my favorite animal is me when I'm overthinking. somebody needs to
stop me with a hunting gun.

اشتباه نکن زود بزرگ نشدی، فقط زود بگا رفتی.

1:12 / midnight, I'm trying to think. I wanna leave Earth and this place. violence across the world, into my own reality. Feelin' just so lonely.

l'm not totally useless. I can be used as a bad example.

اطرافیانم جوری حرف میزنن انگار زندگیم دست خودمه. نه عزیزم دست من نیست. اگر دست خودم بود الان زیر خاک داشتم با طبیعت ارتباط برقرار می‌کردم.

darkness holds me, I'm not alone. no one knows me, I'll disappear. / 1:36

looking at yourself in the bathrooms mirror at 5 am is peak. (I need immediate help)

feeling like my playlist. unstable and suicidal.

fuck nudes, send me a handful of xanax.

drain, drain my head. I don't want to feel anymore. / 1:19
silently choking on my words.