real footage of me when life gets a little hard:

خدایا من نمیخوام دلقک باشم میخوام جسد باشم جسد.

بخدا اگر ocd نداشتم کیرمم دست کائنات نمیدادم.

all the lilies bloomed and blossomed, wilted and they're shivering. I can't stop
their withering. / 3:13
oh, this world is a war.

1:34 / I've been far removed, watch the life pour out and only I know why. days turn to months and years. watch the fluids drain, oh I don't mind.

"don't worry, we all felt like this someday"

“what do you do for living” i do my best.

my favorite animal is me when I'm overthinking. somebody needs to
stop me with a hunting gun.

اشتباه نکن زود بزرگ نشدی، فقط زود بگا رفتی.

1:12 / midnight, I'm trying to think. I wanna leave Earth and this place. violence across the world, into my own reality. Feelin' just so lonely.

l'm not totally useless. I can be used as a bad example.

اطرافیانم جوری حرف میزنن انگار زندگیم دست خودمه. نه عزیزم دست من نیست. اگر دست خودم بود الان زیر خاک داشتم با طبیعت ارتباط برقرار می‌کردم.

darkness holds me, I'm not alone. no one knows me, I'll disappear. / 1:36