I don't have the time or
strength to play these
stupid games. / 0:47
친구들이랑 함께 서 just kill me if you wish. living in an icicle of made up tales and lies, I wanna be one to tell you why I wanna see you cry.

the fact i exist pisses me off at least once a day.

I'm dead and alive at the same time.

born to enjoy life, forced to fuck it up.

why me? why am I the only one left living? why? why? / 1:05

real footage of me when life gets a little hard:

خدایا من نمیخوام دلقک باشم میخوام جسد باشم جسد.

بخدا اگر ocd نداشتم کیرمم دست کائنات نمیدادم.

all the lilies bloomed and blossomed, wilted and they're shivering. I can't stop
their withering. / 3:13
oh, this world is a war.

1:34 / I've been far removed, watch the life pour out and only I know why. days turn to months and years. watch the fluids drain, oh I don't mind.