pov: you choose loud music to escape humans and reality, so you're going to be like this in 2 years:

0:53 / I wanna stay in the light. I wanna say a lie. hypocrisy, life is a mistake.

getting older than 7 was my biggest failure in my life.

امروز مثبت‌اندیش‌ هستم.
امیدوارم به خوبی و خوشی بمیرم.

بچه‌ها جون توروخدا رعایت کنید هوا گرمه و من نمیتونم تشخیص بدم که آیا سر شما رو از تن‌تون جدا کنم بندازم تو آفتاب خشک شه یا خودم رو بکشم.

امروز روز جهانی self careعه، پس پیش به سوی پنجره یا چاقوی آشپزخونه یا شیرفلکه گاز.

در روز جهانی self harm ، self care یادتون نره.

1:32 / life gave you everything and it turned it's back on me.

I'm not excited for tomorrow, I'm exhausted.

"staying awake disturbs your brain" that's the point. I don't want this shity brain cells anymore.

sex is good but have you ever tried sleeping and never woke up again?

I wish having life in front of me to triturate it's smiling face with a hammer with all my hatred.

1:29 / nihilist, nihilist, in da forest he'll dance with a smiling face. nihilist, nihilist, and if Nietzsche was alive, he would rave with me.