a glass of water or a cold pillow won't help me sleep. I need a shotgun in my mount.

me when I'm mentally breakdown but I see a stray cat that needs love and attention (things that I don't have for myself):

3:30 / cautiously keeping a hole in my mind. in silence, there's no meaning to find.

between sleeping and awakening, I'll choose overthinking about the dumbest things till I entered the coma and never woke up again .

how life feels like lately:

1:16 / when night falls, she cloaks the world in impenetrable darkness. a chill rises from the soil and contaminates the air.

not in suicidal way but I shall not see 20s.

"bro just be positive" bro I'm not some kind of HIV test to be positive for it.

حقیقتا هروقت میام درمورد ساعت خوابم حرف بزنم دچار شرم نیابتی میشم، از بس که وضعیتش خرابه.

"because I'm the maker of my own evil."
Possession (1981)

کلی فیلم جدید پیدا و دانلود کردم و قراره همه‌شون رو پشت گوش بندازم و نبینم‌شون.

stranger things will come before you, always out of the way. I keep these promises.

+ I know you so well
- like how spotify knows me?
+ know your limits.

today, the sunshine is so real for killing vampires. let's go out and die.