I've been there for years.
I ran out of tears. / 1:59
there is the only end,
where I'm laying dead.

"you don't get it, I don't want to get better"

I love it when I go to spotify between 5 and 7 in the morning and find gems. (songs that make wanna jump throughout the window)

"ewwww look at that trio"
me, spotify and pinterest.

a glass of water or a cold pillow won't help me sleep. I need a shotgun in my mount.

me when I'm mentally breakdown but I see a stray cat that needs love and attention (things that I don't have for myself):

3:30 / cautiously keeping a hole in my mind. in silence, there's no meaning to find.

between sleeping and awakening, I'll choose overthinking about the dumbest things till I entered the coma and never woke up again .

how life feels like lately:

1:16 / when night falls, she cloaks the world in impenetrable darkness. a chill rises from the soil and contaminates the air.

not in suicidal way but I shall not see 20s.

"bro just be positive" bro I'm not some kind of HIV test to be positive for it.

حقیقتا هروقت میام درمورد ساعت خوابم حرف بزنم دچار شرم نیابتی میشم، از بس که وضعیتش خرابه.