I don't like bee (alive).

I've been there for years.
I ran out of tears. / 1:59
there is the only end,
where I'm laying dead.

"you don't get it, I don't want to get better"

I love it when I go to spotify between 5 and 7 in the morning and find gems. (songs that make wanna jump throughout the window)

"ewwww look at that trio"
me, spotify and pinterest.

a glass of water or a cold pillow won't help me sleep. I need a shotgun in my mount.

me when I'm mentally breakdown but I see a stray cat that needs love and attention (things that I don't have for myself):

3:30 / cautiously keeping a hole in my mind. in silence, there's no meaning to find.

between sleeping and awakening, I'll choose overthinking about the dumbest things till I entered the coma and never woke up again .

how life feels like lately:

1:16 / when night falls, she cloaks the world in impenetrable darkness. a chill rises from the soil and contaminates the air.

not in suicidal way but I shall not see 20s.