I'm laughing
but it's not because of happiness.
It have never been because of happiness.
It's just that my brain is so fucked up
and nothing makes sense anymore.

1:13 / jesus can always reject his father, but he cannot escape his mother's blood. he'll scream and try to wash it off of his fingers, but he'll never escape what he's made up of.

my religion is Ethel Cain songs.

"Death is not the end" THERE'S MORE?!
NAH UH IM OUT.

listening to music at 5 am hits differently. I mean it hits me so hard that my brain is on the wall right now.

imagine talking shit behind me and im just in my room, looking dead at the sunshine and wished to could be a vampire.

I don't like bee (alive).

I've been there for years.
I ran out of tears. / 1:59
there is the only end,
where I'm laying dead.

"you don't get it, I don't want to get better"

I love it when I go to spotify between 5 and 7 in the morning and find gems. (songs that make wanna jump throughout the window)

"ewwww look at that trio"
me, spotify and pinterest.

a glass of water or a cold pillow won't help me sleep. I need a shotgun in my mount.