for me God is a disease that ruined my soul and there's no meds for healing from it.

تا کی قراره هر روز طلوع آفتاب رو ببینم و حسرت بخورم؟

skipping can't save my life, I need to get the hell out of this shity matrixcore life.

Idk, I should kill myself about it.

my favorite animal is me between 2 and 6 in the morning.

1:03 / その手で壊して.

at first it was the voices in my head singing and now it's the birds. I'm losing track of time in my life.

sleeping can't help skipping the reality anymore, I need to put in a coma and never wake up again.

I don't need any back ups from life, I need to Alt+F4 and shut the fuck down this shit.

زیر گودی چشم‌هام میشه ماهی پرورش داد.

برای بعضیا سوال شد که از چه مداد چشمی برای سایه زیر چشم‌هام استفاده میکنم، عزیزم از بیدار موندن و گریه و اورثینک استفاده میکنم. ماندگاری ۱۰/۱۰.

in my loneliness, I vomit all the pain with blood. I am laughing with all the frustration and pain. oh this fucking pain, I'm laughing. / 1:56

I'm laughing
but it's not because of happiness.
It have never been because of happiness.
It's just that my brain is so fucked up
and nothing makes sense anymore.

1:13 / jesus can always reject his father, but he cannot escape his mother's blood. he'll scream and try to wash it off of his fingers, but he'll never escape what he's made up of.