It just goes to show this poor gay man is highly insecure of his own choice to be a fudgepacker…
A tree…when separated from its roots, will never bear any fruit or leaves.
Impregnated assholes never bore children either.
Laws of life, laws of nature.
Choices… consequences.
Probably best to realize…
If you choose to place what brings life in where shit resides… what’s that say about your views on life?
Just a thought triggered by coming across this video, hate me if you want… Human history boldly shows how good we as a species are at it…”Hate”.
(By the way… he disrespects himself, and I can’t hate him for it. 😉)

https://youtube.com/shorts/Fw0TOpYm_OQ?si=Te7sNRW_IM5hnUtw

One thing I’ve learned over these past 3 yrs in separation…
I’d rather be alone and happy than falsely accused, married and miserable.
3 years now… I’ve been completely still… I’ve been celibate, I’ve been sober.
Still have a drink from time to time, but never drunk. I find it funny that the bartenders look at my $4.50 bar tab and ask, “That’s all you drank?”
My reply is: “I could’ve sworn drinking more was the problem, not drinking less…”
Even vaping THC oils is very moderate.. 1/2 gram of oil lasts me a week opposed to how it used to be (2 days)… and the more I make sense of myself, the less medicated I need to be…
1 month off cigarettes, using 8mg pouches instead, soon… nothing.
But yeah… 3 years… and not 1 attempt to reach out to me to make things right. As a matter of fact, I was told by a friend she blasts me on social media… Basically announcing to the world how she competes in parenting… How much better than dad she is… which means one thing… she’s indoctrinating my daughter to hate me… same thing she did with her daughters father which I witnessed first hand.
2024… contracts cut. Divorce. Marriage abandonment is a real thing.
I didn’t go anywhere, she did.
I’m through feeling guilty… I’m through living out a narrative I don’t agree with.. One I refuse to be a part of.
Happiness is a journey in its own.
I pray she’s happy, I pray she’s healthy… and I forgive her.
But from here on out, I consider myself single… as I have been even when married obviously.
“JesAz”
There is Jess, there is Az… but there will be no more collaboration from here forward.
“My family is fresher than yours”…
A statement covertly made by her when we first got together… I didn’t think anything of it, but now?…
What I can say is this… fresher… but most definitely weaker in every aspect.
10 years old is when a child has the right to choose which parent they want to live with…
Let’s see what she’s accomplished in 3 years opposed to the 7 I spent raising our daughter while she wanted to be a “superstar” rather than a mother…
And for the whole world to witness and discuss… We didn’t sign a prenup… and I don’t want anything other than my daughter (if she chooses)… keep your dirty money… keep your “freshness”…
And finally… enjoy the show.
I take marriage vows serious…
In sickness and in health, rich or poor…
While I was getting sick (visibly gray), life insurance was mentioned…
“Trust No One” indeed…
She asked me once if I was Jewish…
If I was an entrepreneur of sorts…
If I had money stashed in other accounts….
Interesting questions to ask in the beginning of a relationship, no?
Once upon a time… before Rome came here…
Before “books” were forced upon the people… we simply called this place “Home”…
#RH
“America” was a name given by an Italian…
It’s a perverse narrative/curse attempt to usurp an inheritance…
Am I an entrepreneur of sorts?
Sweetheart… Saudi Arabia got nothing on me….

Something STRANGE Is Happening in the USA
reallygraceful: "From the hidden tunnels of Brooklyn, to the missing Boeing door of Alaska Airlines, to Miami "creatures"...it's been a weird start to 2024 here in the USA."

2024, year of the [S]Elections

Been seeing a lot of Mecca related incidents as well… Locusts… snow… now apparently, a giant “Anaconda” … “materialized” in Mecca… has everyone spooked… funny thing is, with how many people that pilgrimage in Mecca, no one seemed to grab a photo or film it… sooooo…. No one had a smartphone on them to do so?
Bible Psyops!
People’s faith must be vaginas or something fuckable… because we’re definitely being fucked with for sure.
Same thing with Adrenochrome…
Heard about it… for 7 years now….
They will air news about rapes, murders, teachers screwing students, parents killing kids, kidnappings etc… But Adrenochrome? Nope!
Things really don’t add up at all.

Not one real photo/video from what I e seen so far….
Media: “Hey everybody! Look over here! (Meanwhile, while you do…)
😉

New Wolf Moon
Jan. 11th 2024, at 11:57 UTC
[1157: Hello World]
in Capricorn♑️[...Sea-goat...], associated with Enki/EA, Stag of the Abzu.
Tropic of Capricorn

Month 10; Araḫ Ṭebētum-'Muddy Month'-Suḫurmāšu(Capricorn)-[Tebeth] Dec/Jan
Presiding deity; Papsukkal
'Pap' in Sumerian means: father; brother; man; leader
& 'Sukkal': messenger, courier, envoy, representative; minister, vizier
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The sukkal would present themselves on behalf of the god as an interlocutor...

Isimud (the 2-faced vizier of Enki) is mentioned in descriptions of the akītu ceremony. In this context, he forms a trio with Nuska & Papsukkal.
Janus(also 2-faced) & January ... Vizier Simut treasurer (“Overseer of the House of Silver”)

Azimuth...🤔

Capricorn;
Ruling planet: Saturn
Element: Earth
Mode: Cardinal
House: 10th

NavigatingTheLies
"1/11/24 the midpoint date of 10/14/2023 Ring of Fire Eclipse and the 4/8/2024 Great American Eclipse, with 88 days on each side of the midpoint ...Elon Musk posted a coded “X” on Twitter not long ago. In the middle ‘111’ can be seen with ‘88’ on each side...88–1/11–88"
X
1/11/2024: Bitcoin ETF approved for trading ...

88...🤔...[The Economist,Get Ready for a World Currency,1988]
The Great Taking

1/11/24
New Wolf Moon in 'Capricorn'
Month 10: Araḫ Ṭebētum-'Muddy Month'-Suḫurmāšu(Capricorn)-[Tebeth] Dec/Jan
Presiding deity; Papsukkal.
Sukkal=vizier
Isimud (the 2-faced vizier of Enki)
Simut (vizier), treasurer (“Overseer of the House of Silver”)

11...January/Janus-gate, his 2 faces were stamped on every Roman coin.

Janus Patulcius,the opener & Janus Clusius,the closer,images are painted & engraved on thresholds/gates/doors/arches.
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322:I Am The Gatekeeper I Am The Keymaster
223:Global Currency Reset
...Month 10..."Ten Phoenix"

Janus is also associated with Lucifer
New Age Lucifer/Lucis Trust
The Mural in the UN's Security Council Chamber

Rising From The Ashes

They always fuck with “THE WRONG ONE”… but are too proud to admit it and fight rather than take accountability….
All in the name of “Legacy”…
😂😂😂🖕🏻

https://youtube.com/shorts/DvCOQE4xvtA?si=F85QYJ_VYvRwDPIA

Question… do stars “Blaze”, or do they “Shine”?

Another question… if stars originally “blaze” before they “shine”, what causes them to go through that transition?

And the stars that “shine” call the stars that “blaze” “containers”… what do they contain?
I could only assume they contain what they refused to sell out… Soul.

Just ran across this read.
The first “Athlete” that popped into my mind… Travis Kelce.
Why? Popularity.
I think he may want to reconsider his female counterpart…
Again… just going on first thought.

https://youtu.be/xUYvoNGP2iw?si=rvBwwFaL4H3uE1dZ

Not only are we collaborating biblical names, we are obviously collaborating zodiac names too eh?
“Ari-ES”
You 2 are clowns.

Fuck around and find out!

https://youtube.com/shorts/CBTrLXOauWc?si=WAPpuCoc01uX1q-0

Pi: 3.14
“Torn”
1.57
V
1 v 7
😂😂😂
Crackheads!