Even the regulars are not here at abrhot today

Note to self: never go to abrhot if it's going to rain heavily. ( I can't here a thing it looks like a white noise being blasted with those concert grade speakers close to your ears)

That feeling will be there for a while, but don't stop, you lose when you stop, tkae your time try to check each and also have like patter for each one let's say penetration testing make the tools, ways or attacks in a way you like let's say football, make a mind castle of it assign each level as a player a pass as a pass, when tackled like you hit a dead end and etc. don;t make it blunt change it into something you really enjoy but if you are not really sure about the cyber security role path. Do an Ikigai it will help a lot.

I am guessing this is the same person different account. but as I said before do an Ikigai it's designed specially for this purpose.

I am okay answering, I was in 10th grade i guess like 16 when I converted, and about the family stuff they still don't know not yet, I don't think they will accept me, at this circumstances.

bring up the questions

Zubayer, but most know me by aristotel

yo yo

There are more, reverse engineering and many other, but I don't know how your mind operates or thinks, so go do Ikigai find the right one for you it might not be penetration testing. and listen better be on a job you love cuz the most expnsive thing is not the rent or groceries it's your mental health. go for the thing you love not for thing that would give money but yes if you want stability it will come slowly ask your parents your dad or every body reached there step by step from zero, I mean unless he is born under a filthy rich family. but GO FOR THE THING YOU LOVE.

Sure, but I might be more of your colleague than your mentor

Orthodox

No problem at all.

Ameen

well this is a broad one , but sure give me a sec to tell you all

Ameen, but yeah it's a bit hard like the salah and stuff, family don't want me to be alone, so i get no time to pray. but it feels like nothing actually compared to other things

Ameen

yeah, it do amazing.

it's kind of funny story actually, but sure i will share it

thank you and now i am trying to go to jummuah with weird unwanted reasons

Well it happened when I was in grade 10 around mid of second semester, at the time like ephratus river is drying and there were like 2 muslim students with me at that time, talking and like sharing what each religion is saying about it, and then topic got broder the other bailed out i was invested I started sharing what it says according to Orthodox and them sharing what the quran says, at that time what I knew about Islam was totally wrong, like they are the terrosrist and stuff 😂, don't judge me I grew up with an Islamophobic mom. and then after we talked I started seeing it relates to the bibble in some points like the creation, one god, the prophets and so and I started to look more into it reading more. but the more i read the stuff got clear. It was dirrect and clean, and the part about Isa (AS), being a prophet was more logical than him being a god. and then compared both the bible and the quran, and yeah after that I took my shahada at school and my friend Musa gave me the name Zubayer.

this will explain it i guess