@megustalostacos1993
1 year ago (edited)
I served in the military, and it changed me alot. I came back angry, lonely, extremely depressed, and a general disdain for humanity. I started drinking and went on binges for months. I went into a downward spiral that almost killed me. The only reason I had to keep going was my wife who at the time was still overseas due to her visa being processed. It was a dark time for me and I still feel like sometimes it's just too much. But yesterday I was driving to pick her up from work and I heard this song for the first time and for some reason it just brought on a whirlwind of emotions. I tried to keep myself together but I just couldn't. I broke down in the car and cried almost all the way to her work. I didn't let her see me because I didn't want her to think I was weak. I was able to pull myself together right before I picked her up. For the first time in a long time, I felt like things will get better and I have something to look forward to. I don't even know if I know what it is, but I just feel better. It's crazy how something so simple yet beautiful can elicit such strong emotions. Idk this song just hit me in a different way and I know it sounds a little strange but I feel like it made me realize how broken I am and that I lost apart of myself, but I still hope one day I can get it back.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K2_PdT8FyXA
1 year ago (edited)
I served in the military, and it changed me alot. I came back angry, lonely, extremely depressed, and a general disdain for humanity. I started drinking and went on binges for months. I went into a downward spiral that almost killed me. The only reason I had to keep going was my wife who at the time was still overseas due to her visa being processed. It was a dark time for me and I still feel like sometimes it's just too much. But yesterday I was driving to pick her up from work and I heard this song for the first time and for some reason it just brought on a whirlwind of emotions. I tried to keep myself together but I just couldn't. I broke down in the car and cried almost all the way to her work. I didn't let her see me because I didn't want her to think I was weak. I was able to pull myself together right before I picked her up. For the first time in a long time, I felt like things will get better and I have something to look forward to. I don't even know if I know what it is, but I just feel better. It's crazy how something so simple yet beautiful can elicit such strong emotions. Idk this song just hit me in a different way and I know it sounds a little strange but I feel like it made me realize how broken I am and that I lost apart of myself, but I still hope one day I can get it back.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K2_PdT8FyXA
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Jacob and the Stone | 1 Hour Seamless Loop
Jacob and the Stone by Emile Mosseri for the film Minari
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Whilst Britain cancels it's 'high speed' new railway to connect the North/North East ...
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/1tICvcizViw
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20 billion spent (wasted) wasn't it? Japan does maglev for 70 million.
Serbia's current president is accused of involvement in Sarajevo 'human safaris' where foreign tourists paid to be snipers and kill civilians
https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-15309189/Sarajevo-human-safari-scandal-escalates-Serbian-leader-accused-taking-horrific-hunting-trips-foreign-tourists-picked-civilians-snipers-90s-siege.html
https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-15309189/Sarajevo-human-safari-scandal-escalates-Serbian-leader-accused-taking-horrific-hunting-trips-foreign-tourists-picked-civilians-snipers-90s-siege.html