Watching these things always brings tears to my eyes. I cannot bear watching animals get abused or killed. It’s too heavy for me, too disturbing. I was shown slaughterhouse videos, and I was crying like someone close to me died. The screaming animals having their throats slit with big knife scene stayed with me for months. I’m very empathetic towards animals. I feel much more empathy towards animals than most do. That’s the only reason why I’m a vegetarian. I won’t go to Circus, zoo, or any other place that exploits animals to make a profit. I don’t buy anything tested on animals. Of course I don’t take it to a degree where I throw away all my leather items. I am not that extreme. I don’t ever force this on anyone. It is just my own personal choice, and I don’t expect anyone else to live this way. I can’t even walk by a earthworm dying in the sun without picking it up and saving its life. I don’t kill mice or bugs in my house. In my current house we’ve lived almost 4 years, and for the 1st time about 5 months ago I found a little Field mouse in my house at 2am. It took forever for me to safely get the mouse outside. Because I live in Florida, during summer I do have pest control people spray outside my house like around my home, so I don’t ever have any bugs except for sometimes a spider or another kind of bug will get in, and I pick it up carefully and gently take it outside.

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One night I was walking my dog and found female deer dead on the side of the road. She was obviously exiting a wooden patch behind my subdivision. I came close, and saw that this deer recently had a baby fawn. I could tell because it was easy to see she was breast-feeding. I know it may sound crazy, but I thought that her spirit is still nearby worrying about the baby she left behind. So I told her soul/spirit without using words, with my mind that if her child is left behind, I will make sure it’s safe. I told her not to worry anymore, and be at peace. Sure enough, a few days later I was driving back home, and I saw a baby fawn on the grass in the middle of the road and the wooded patch behind my subdivision. This started many weeks of me looking after it, bringing it food, goats milk & water, building a shelter from sticks and dried leaves.

My neighbors thought I was crazy running to the road and going into wooded patch everyday with a big bag of food. I’m sure people driving by on the road saw me building this shelter with big sticks also thought I was crazy. You can kind of see the shelter here in this pic. I never really cared what people think about me. I only cared about getting the baby deer to safety. I live in one of those modern cookie-cutter houses subdivisions, and I don’t interact with anyone, because I can’t relate to any of them. I know I’m not gonna live here for long, and eventually will move to the mountains somewhere. I don’t want to be close to densely populated modern urban city.

I tried calling different animal rescue places, but only few deal with wildlife. They said I had to have the animal in my possession where they could just come and pick it. They couldn’t come and search for it all over the wooden patch and trying to capture it.

I kept in contact with wildlife rescue people, and they were working with me, but the baby fawn was very wild and very afraid of people. No matter how many days and even weeks that went by of me feeding him and taking care of him, the fawn would not come close enough for me to touch him.

The cutest thing was that fawn actually used the shelter that I built for him. I know because I saw him sitting in it. This was how I finally captured him. I put nets around the shelter, and I was able to finally grab him with the help of a man who pulled over to help me. Fawn was very dirty & stinky. We brought him home, put him in the shower and cleaned it & fed it.

This is a screenshot of a video I have on my Facebook. I had the original video on my phone, but that phone was lost, and the only video I have left is on Facebook. Unfortunately I don’t know how to pull the video from Facebook, so I took a screenshot of video when I finally captured the baby fawn and washed it. Here you can see my daughter feeding it blended bananas & apples. We didn’t know what else to feed it. That night rescue people came and picked him up

This is updated text from wildlife rescue people letting me know fawn was doing well and making friends

This is another one I was able to save, but unfortunately this hawk will never fly again. This was before the fawn, 3 years ago. One summer day I see this poor injured hawk in my neighborhood right in front of my house struggling, freaking out and panicking. The bird was trying to fly away but it could not take wing. It was so scared and hurt. The hawk was going from one front yard to another. I went inside got a blanket, and came out to grab the hawk. The neighbor on the side of me is a cop. He told me not to touch this hawk cus it will tear me up and injure me. I didn’t listen to him. I went up to the hawk and he tried to resist a little, but then the hawk just let me wrap him in blanket and take him. I think the hawk was so hurt and weak. I brought it home. It’s wing was injured and had maggots crawling in wound. I cleaned the would from maggots and disinfected it. I am wrapped it up best I could and my 2 daughters and I drove an hour away to a bird sanctuary.

Remains of female Amazon warriors are being discovered in Russia & Ukraine. The Greek myth about female Amazon warriors is based on truth. Several of these graves were dug up in a city by the name Rostov-on-Don. This is my birth place, where I was raised until 13 years of age. This article says that the word Amazon is not a Greek word, but an ancient word from elsewhere. Well, during pagan Rus era, the women without husbands, like widows, or young women who had not married yet were called by the name Amuzonki (Амужонки) This isn’t a new discovery. It’s been discussed in Russian, and Ukrainian circles for sometime now

If you speak Russian, then you can find more details on Russian origins of female Amazon warriors here

Rostov-on-Don located on River Don is known for these female warrior graves. River Don is of historical importance to the Russian people. Here Wikipedia lists another source that claims Russian River Don was home to the mythological female Amazon warriors. Although they were not actually mythological but real