I'm tired but ... I don't wanna give up here, the place i almost finish..


#just

Whenever i see my peers, they have got the highest peek in their career. And they have achieving their dreams and goals one by one. It's really great. So, whenever i seen , I've ask to my myself, what i have done? When i will get it.? When, How, What? How can i do that? When i have time for this and when i start new subject, chapter? Will i ever get my dreams. ? Will i get it? Can i build my career? But guys, sometimes, it's really hard to describe. And u really can't find any words to describe the feeling to others when they ask u about your day, your scores, your study. it's really twisted with thinks. U don't want to give up here the place i got almost for 1 year. I don't sleep well, too. It's too easy to give up, but it's hard to continue with mistakes and unfulfill parts of your life. And my life.

Honestly, in our life have a lot of unfulfill parts, day by day, it will fulfill. But untill that day, we have to be patient and work on ourselves, work our mistakes.

I don't guys,.. i really don't know, i feel like i can't I can't work with my thinks, they really kill me..

Always worrying , whenever someone says about study at foreign universities, i feel like guilty for my study and life. And a little bit worry about the all things . Like all worries you've got and ... I don't know what happened tomorrow or and after 1 week. But it's hard to continue with thinks that killing u.

Some people always says, but they don't focus on and they don't follow the ways they were said to you and to themselves .. On the other hand, some people don't say anything, just they focus on the things , essential to them and their future.
What i mean by that, people opinions is nothing to you and to you future. They always think bad about you , whenever u do good job nor bad.
That's life and u and I can't change over.

In conclusion, Life is very short to carry about my worries ... , i have to be work harder than anyone else and harder then tomorrow...
It's worth my time. ... .. just move on to the future. Keep in mind, u can't change your past mistakes and your past, but u can change your future

My typical day every time I'm sleepy like a bear... 🤦‍♀💔