Forwarded from The Starfire Codes
Forwarded from The Starfire Codes
As air was extremely toxic
And I was experiencing dying and losing my mind
The call to prayer sang out
And I realized:
God is greater than this poison.
And as I am created by God,
I am greater than this poison.
I am greater than this poison
And greater than the ones who made this poison.
I am greater than all this torture in this moment
And God is greater than all of it.
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And I was experiencing dying and losing my mind
The call to prayer sang out
And I realized:
God is greater than this poison.
And as I am created by God,
I am greater than this poison.
I am greater than this poison
And greater than the ones who made this poison.
I am greater than all this torture in this moment
And God is greater than all of it.
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Mara Onyx Bird writes this welcome and invitation to you to join us at t.me/OnyxBirdMedia, newly launched in celebration of the flowing blessings of her 50th birthday today:
' Welcome to my media channel!
I will be sharing what's on my heart and mind, and I hope anything sparks something meaningful to you.
Turning half a century in age has me thinking about all the things I have survived. Some of the pain is just a memory, an old story, a scar. Many wounds are still fresh and the pain is right there on the surface. When I am alone in the dark, I wonder when I cry some nights, how my life would have been different, better by having been born white or a boy or straight. Or if I had been born to mature, non-traumatized people with a strong support system and a clue about nurturing parenting. I would have better memories to fall back on, to stand on, to be warmed by, to gain strength from, to pass on to my child.
My life so far nearly broke me, and I am honestly surprised to be alive today. I wanted to quit so many times because I didn't think I could bear any longer the pain of loneliness or the darkness, the "abyss of lovelessness" that I felt and feel regularly. I have thought of ending my life more times than I can count, but the fact that I'm here means I'm meant to be here. I'm choosing to hold on to that.
I had hoped that turning 50 would magically make everything better, that I would just stop giving a shit, that my heart would be mended and encased in a protective shell of elder's wisdom. Maybe that will come.
For now, though, I feel the need, an urgency, to share who I am, no matter how I am received because I know there is some good in me, and maybe someone would like to know me. I have dreams and wishes that I want to see happen, and maybe there are people who would be able and glad to help them come true.
Someone once said, "Take your broken heart make it into art."
This is me, my heart, my art. These ideas and projects that have come to me over the years and have not left me feel like my life work. The things I have survived make me feel that anything is possible. I believe that is true, especially when there is loving support, kind words, and people believing in me and in what we can do together. '
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' Welcome to my media channel!
I will be sharing what's on my heart and mind, and I hope anything sparks something meaningful to you.
Turning half a century in age has me thinking about all the things I have survived. Some of the pain is just a memory, an old story, a scar. Many wounds are still fresh and the pain is right there on the surface. When I am alone in the dark, I wonder when I cry some nights, how my life would have been different, better by having been born white or a boy or straight. Or if I had been born to mature, non-traumatized people with a strong support system and a clue about nurturing parenting. I would have better memories to fall back on, to stand on, to be warmed by, to gain strength from, to pass on to my child.
My life so far nearly broke me, and I am honestly surprised to be alive today. I wanted to quit so many times because I didn't think I could bear any longer the pain of loneliness or the darkness, the "abyss of lovelessness" that I felt and feel regularly. I have thought of ending my life more times than I can count, but the fact that I'm here means I'm meant to be here. I'm choosing to hold on to that.
I had hoped that turning 50 would magically make everything better, that I would just stop giving a shit, that my heart would be mended and encased in a protective shell of elder's wisdom. Maybe that will come.
For now, though, I feel the need, an urgency, to share who I am, no matter how I am received because I know there is some good in me, and maybe someone would like to know me. I have dreams and wishes that I want to see happen, and maybe there are people who would be able and glad to help them come true.
Someone once said, "Take your broken heart make it into art."
This is me, my heart, my art. These ideas and projects that have come to me over the years and have not left me feel like my life work. The things I have survived make me feel that anything is possible. I believe that is true, especially when there is loving support, kind words, and people believing in me and in what we can do together. '
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7-11-2022 -
11 qanil/lamat 11 Sunflowers and Stars-
5 G’ds Omnipotent Present Power
13 Cheshvan Still Earth
13 Rabi al Thani, Second Spring of Mercy
Moonday Full of Light plus 5 Nur, G'ds Light.
11 years ago I first saw my learning center.
Our symbol was the Sunflower.
So I am in Awe that today is 11 Sunflowers.
11 Flowers of Light, Starlight...
If you look closely you can see the single sunflower, its leaves are shaped like a heart.
7 November 2011 was 10 Dogs
"Together we
Together we see
Together free
Together we" - Clannad
"Will we treasure all the secrets with life's changing scenes
Where our hearts were warm with love
So much love
Will the flowers grow again as I open
Out my hand
Precious time
Time for healing
The beauty of this land" - Clannad
"And then I am reminded just to ask my simple question.
And the question isn’t who or what or when or how or why
It’s Simply:
Am I Shining? - Celia Farran
More in comments: t.me/IntuitiveSocialCalendar/795
11 qanil/lamat 11 Sunflowers and Stars-
5 G’ds Omnipotent Present Power
13 Cheshvan Still Earth
13 Rabi al Thani, Second Spring of Mercy
Moonday Full of Light plus 5 Nur, G'ds Light.
11 years ago I first saw my learning center.
Our symbol was the Sunflower.
So I am in Awe that today is 11 Sunflowers.
11 Flowers of Light, Starlight...
If you look closely you can see the single sunflower, its leaves are shaped like a heart.
7 November 2011 was 10 Dogs
"Together we
Together we see
Together free
Together we" - Clannad
"Will we treasure all the secrets with life's changing scenes
Where our hearts were warm with love
So much love
Will the flowers grow again as I open
Out my hand
Precious time
Time for healing
The beauty of this land" - Clannad
"And then I am reminded just to ask my simple question.
And the question isn’t who or what or when or how or why
It’s Simply:
Am I Shining? - Celia Farran
More in comments: t.me/IntuitiveSocialCalendar/795
The Invisible and Supreme Shakti ~ Anasuya Devi - Jillellamudi Amma ~ Bhakti
8/13/22 by Samaneri Jayasara
Web player: https://podcastaddict.com/episode/143760193
Episode: https://anchor.fm/s/49a54198/podcast/play/56144786/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2022-7-14%2F9834a85c-db35-0bfb-7020-cecf1ea16279.mp3
Matrusri Anasuya Devi (born 28 March 1923-1985) was an Indian spiritual guru from Andhra Pradesh.
Widely known as Jillellamudi Amma, she is revered by millions of her devotees spread across the globe as an incarnation of the Divine Mother, the supreme deity, Raja Rajeswari Devi.
Many miracles and spiritual transformations were witnessed and recorded by people in Amma's presence.
These excerpts of her teachings read here were taken from numerous sources, and compiled in the book - Women of Grace and Power by Timothy Conway. 🔆
These podcasts are not monetized. If you benefit from these podcasts and would like to support our nun's hermitage, there are two options to donate - via Paypal using this email address: vivekahermitage@gmail.com with PayPal or using this direct link: paypal.me/VivekaHermitage or become at Patron at: patreon.com/jayasara 🙏 May whatever goodness arises from these readings/offerings be for the benefit of all sentient beings.
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8/13/22 by Samaneri Jayasara
Web player: https://podcastaddict.com/episode/143760193
Episode: https://anchor.fm/s/49a54198/podcast/play/56144786/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2022-7-14%2F9834a85c-db35-0bfb-7020-cecf1ea16279.mp3
Matrusri Anasuya Devi (born 28 March 1923-1985) was an Indian spiritual guru from Andhra Pradesh.
Widely known as Jillellamudi Amma, she is revered by millions of her devotees spread across the globe as an incarnation of the Divine Mother, the supreme deity, Raja Rajeswari Devi.
Many miracles and spiritual transformations were witnessed and recorded by people in Amma's presence.
These excerpts of her teachings read here were taken from numerous sources, and compiled in the book - Women of Grace and Power by Timothy Conway. 🔆
These podcasts are not monetized. If you benefit from these podcasts and would like to support our nun's hermitage, there are two options to donate - via Paypal using this email address: vivekahermitage@gmail.com with PayPal or using this direct link: paypal.me/VivekaHermitage or become at Patron at: patreon.com/jayasara 🙏 May whatever goodness arises from these readings/offerings be for the benefit of all sentient beings.
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Matrusri Anasuya Devi (born 28 March 1923-1985) was an Indian spiritual guru from Andhra Pradesh. Widely known as Jillellamudi Amma, she is revered by millions of her devotees spread across the globe as an incarnation of the Divine Mother, the supreme deity…
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The Invisible and Supreme Shakti ~ Anasuya Devi - Jillellamudi Amma ~ Bhakti
8/13/22 by Samaneri Jayasara
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Matrusri Anasuya Devi (born 28 March 1923-1985) was an Indian spiritual guru from Andhra Pradesh.
Widely known as Jillellamudi Amma, she is revered by millions of her devotees spread across the globe as an incarnation of the Divine Mother, the supreme deity, Raja Rajeswari Devi.
Many miracles and spiritual transformations were witnessed and recorded by people in Amma's presence.
These excerpts of her teachings read here were taken from numerous sources, and compiled in the book - Women of Grace and Power by Timothy Conway. 🔆
These podcasts are not monetized. If you benefit from these podcasts and would like to support our nun's hermitage, there are two options to donate - via Paypal using this email address: vivekahermitage@gmail.com with PayPal or using this direct link: paypal.me/VivekaHermitage or become at Patron at: patreon.com/jayasara 🙏 May whatever goodness arises from these readings/offerings be for the benefit of all sentient beings.
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8/13/22 by Samaneri Jayasara
Web player: https://podcastaddict.com/episode/143760193
Episode: https://anchor.fm/s/49a54198/podcast/play/56144786/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2022-7-14%2F9834a85c-db35-0bfb-7020-cecf1ea16279.mp3
Matrusri Anasuya Devi (born 28 March 1923-1985) was an Indian spiritual guru from Andhra Pradesh.
Widely known as Jillellamudi Amma, she is revered by millions of her devotees spread across the globe as an incarnation of the Divine Mother, the supreme deity, Raja Rajeswari Devi.
Many miracles and spiritual transformations were witnessed and recorded by people in Amma's presence.
These excerpts of her teachings read here were taken from numerous sources, and compiled in the book - Women of Grace and Power by Timothy Conway. 🔆
These podcasts are not monetized. If you benefit from these podcasts and would like to support our nun's hermitage, there are two options to donate - via Paypal using this email address: vivekahermitage@gmail.com with PayPal or using this direct link: paypal.me/VivekaHermitage or become at Patron at: patreon.com/jayasara 🙏 May whatever goodness arises from these readings/offerings be for the benefit of all sentient beings.
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