Finding you was a good thing, losing you was a huge thing but seeing you and not having you is something else.
My 12yro brother told me : you have two big black circules under your eyes, what happened to you?
You know me well
Sittin' on the edge of my seat
Lookin' at life, overanalyzin' everything
Always depressed, tryna find a better version of me
Searching for somethin' I know's prolly right in front of my feet
Stubborn as me? Maybe not, but you're close to it
Got a lot of issues, I'm tryna work through 'em
Going to therapy for you's somethin' that's worth doin'
When I know you been there for me through all of my worst moments
And I know it hurts knowing that I carry this weight on my chest
Making it difficult for me to open up and connect
A lot of regrets, I apologize for all of the stress
That's not what I meant to do
You know I love you to death
Sittin' on the edge of my seat
Lookin' at life, overanalyzin' everything
Always depressed, tryna find a better version of me
Searching for somethin' I know's prolly right in front of my feet
Stubborn as me? Maybe not, but you're close to it
Got a lot of issues, I'm tryna work through 'em
Going to therapy for you's somethin' that's worth doin'
When I know you been there for me through all of my worst moments
And I know it hurts knowing that I carry this weight on my chest
Making it difficult for me to open up and connect
A lot of regrets, I apologize for all of the stress
That's not what I meant to do
You know I love you to death
The only good thing you could do to me now is shut the fuck up and get the fuck out .
Splendid Isolation
i wanna say shoo shoo , i wanna say screw you
i practice my lines in the mirror , then you smile ... and that’s my killer .
feeling like i'm turning into a " the girl i know " to all my friends.