Me: let's go out
People aka my friends: let me check my schedule
Two days later
People aka my friends: sorry i can't
Me: * ignoring the fact that they ignored me and make myself a glass of iced-latte then watch an ep of a tv-show and cry while listening to shawn mendes' songs *

به حدی روانی‌ام که توی حمام رو به در bad guy میخونم و کروس که تموم میشه با ریتمی که توی مغزمه هِد می‌زنم.

حتی برای در bitch face هم در میارم:"|

people tell me that i think too much. so what? they don't want me to know what's really happening? i mean i can be the dork i was two years ago and not notice that they just ignore me but now i notice it all and i think this scares the hell out of them.

you have to know it , like you GOT TO know how hard it is to dream of you every night and not having you whenever i wake up .

i ain't got no free time

My 12yro brother told me : you have two big black circules under your eyes, what happened to you?

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🆔 @MeloWood

Dreams come slow but they go fast .

You know me well
Sittin' on the edge of my seat
Lookin' at life, overanalyzin' everything
Always depressed, tryna find a better version of me
Searching for somethin' I know's prolly right in front of my feet
Stubborn as me? Maybe not, but you're close to it
Got a lot of issues, I'm tryna work through 'em
Going to therapy for you's somethin' that's worth doin'
When I know you been there for me through all of my worst moments
And I know it hurts knowing that I carry this weight on my chest
Making it difficult for me to open up and connect
A lot of regrets, I apologize for all of the stress
That's not what I meant to do
You know I love you to death