Wow so two years ago i had a crush on a girl who had a crush on her best friend so she was mind taken , turns out the very same “ best friend “ has a crush on me now , Jeez what is life .

This is great material for one of your new series @ GEM TV

Who am i kidding my whole fucking lovelife is .

i wish it wasn't so damn hard to leave ya

can't even make you my special nescafés.

no i'm no stranger to surprise
this paper-town has let me down too many time

Me: *talking to people*
People: you're so cute / you're so kind / etc.
Me: *trying to make friends with them*
People: *ignoring me*

What's wrong with you guys?

Me: let's go out
People aka my friends: let me check my schedule
Two days later
People aka my friends: sorry i can't
Me: * ignoring the fact that they ignored me and make myself a glass of iced-latte then watch an ep of a tv-show and cry while listening to shawn mendes' songs *

به حدی روانی‌ام که توی حمام رو به در bad guy میخونم و کروس که تموم میشه با ریتمی که توی مغزمه هِد می‌زنم.

حتی برای در bitch face هم در میارم:"|

people tell me that i think too much. so what? they don't want me to know what's really happening? i mean i can be the dork i was two years ago and not notice that they just ignore me but now i notice it all and i think this scares the hell out of them.

you have to know it , like you GOT TO know how hard it is to dream of you every night and not having you whenever i wake up .