Мой порыв препарировать чужой страх оказался сильнее привязанности к расписанию, поэтому утренний пост коварно ушел в эфир еще вчера вечером.

Следовательно, сегодня у меня отгул от академических разборов. Я не подготовила ни строчки теории, зато принесла бонусы.

Пусть будет день ленивого визуального гедонизма. Наслаждаемся красотой без моих занудных комментариев.

Рубрика баловство, для женского портрета замените все местоимения и masculine на feminine.

Create a black and white studio image of the person in the uploaded image, sitting casually on a metal folding chair with one leg crossed. He is wearing {baggy denim jeans, a black Tshirt, and black boots", with a slightly masculine style. The lighting should be soft and minimal, creating sharp shadows and a moody atmosphere. His pose should be relaxed, slightly leaning, with one hand on the chair’s backrest. His face should be turned about 45 degrees to the side, looking realistic. he is holding a clearly visible matcha drink. The background should be plain, simple, and modern. 9:16

Я перечитываю Détraquée, делаю арты… и каждый раз спотыкаюсь об одно и то же место (ну ладно, мест этих множество).
Вы вообще представляете, каково это – сознательно решить стереть себя из памяти людей, которые тебя вырастили?

It was settled.

An outward facing arc – Fragmen omitto – and a sharp upward flick. That was the spell that would expunge her existence from the memories of the reasons for her existence.

 

It was settled, and she was so agonisingly unsettled.  

One-thirty AM.

Hermione sat curled up on a window ledge a short distance from the door to the astronomy tower. Staring out into the night, she was sickened by her thoughts, and her plans, and herself. What kind of monster would tinker with such wonderful minds? What kind of reprehensible ingrate would obliterate her own parents’ memories? What right did she have to shred and patch up something as fragile and personal as that?

Градации страха

Anxiety / тревога
not frightened yet, only uneasy; gaze slightly too alert, shoulders held higher than usual, breath shallow, fingers tense around a small object

Alert fear / настороженность
alert fear beginning to form: eyes focused too sharply, lips parted slightly, body still but ready to move

Startle / испуг
the first instant of fear: eyes widened but not exaggerated, breath caught, jaw slack for one second, shoulders lifting toward the ears

Panic / паника
panic beginning to break through: breath quick and uneven, eyes searching rapidly, hands tense and uncoordinated, body caught between fleeing and freezing

Silent frozen fear / замерший ужас
silent frozen fear: body completely still, breath held, lips parted without sound, eyes fixed on the threat, every movement stopped at once

Cold controlled fear / холодный страх
cold controlled fear: the face almost calm, but the eyes are too still, the lips pale and pressed together, breath shallow, posture rigid with contained alarm

Avoid:
Avoid screaming horror face, exaggerated wide eyes, cartoon fear, anime panic, open-mouthed melodrama, distorted mouth, horror movie poster expression, theatrical trembling, helpless victim pose, plastic skin, photorealism, camera lens look, movie still, cosplay photo, glossy beauty retouching, obvious franchise imagery.