For those who don't speak Spanish, I'm back from the hospital, I was diagnosed with a panic attack, my mom is not well mentally and is harrasing me with a lot of shit that doesn't matter and if I don't do what she wants, she will keep on harassing me, I need somewhere to go to now since I barely died because of the stress, I can't do this anymore, she will go to an asylum, I need to get this stress off of me, I don't have a gf to go out with or at least have sex for the mean time to get the stress off but at least I have friends who help me go through this, I thank them a lot for talking to me and making me forget the harsh reality, I will go tomorrow back to the hospital to get a psicologist and get me back on a healthy mindset, I try to stay as calm as possible but this is literally making me get to my limit which is something I never thought of possible but here we are.

As soon as I'm back from the hospital she literally starts bothering me with what will I eat tomorrow, I just felt my heart getting weird again and my niece came to save me from my mom, goddamn I didn't know the situation was this close to getting me dead, she needs professional help and I need peace, all I need is peace and socialize even more than I do now, I have lot's of stress, I just realized that now, I need my friends more than ever before now, I hope they help me not dying of stress.

La gorda sucia