Trust me when I say I've been through war.
My hands had been bloodied,
My body had been scarred;
Still I keep thinking to myself,
I've reached nowhere
Even though I've come so far.
I've been afraid of darkness,
So I keep the door ajar.
For the little light I see, is enough for me to hold onto
Or it might just be the effects of placebo.
But somewhere inside of me
I've been fighting another war.
A war where it is me against myself,
Slowly trying to get better.
I build castles of cards everyday,
Only to watch them shatter.
Trust me when I say I've been through war.
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My hands had been bloodied,
My body had been scarred;
Still I keep thinking to myself,
I've reached nowhere
Even though I've come so far.
I've been afraid of darkness,
So I keep the door ajar.
For the little light I see, is enough for me to hold onto
Or it might just be the effects of placebo.
But somewhere inside of me
I've been fighting another war.
A war where it is me against myself,
Slowly trying to get better.
I build castles of cards everyday,
Only to watch them shatter.
Trust me when I say I've been through war.
#review
To the one I loved, its been years but I am still clung to the old memories. Those beautiful memories which were the reason to brighten up even in my darkest times, now are the reason to throw me in the depression's lap. Are you happy with my absence? You might be, but I am not. I feel you in each breath and see you in each dreams. "nothing can separate us" the promise you made came true but in dreams. Last night, the warmth of your love swept through my face and took me back to the years of our togetherness. The day when you pushed me back in reality, it hit me hard enough for me to hate myself to the core.
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#review
Those sparkling eyes of yours,
Are like the stars in limitless sky.
Everytime you get close,
I get high of you.. thinking I could fly
Everytime you look into my eyes
I know what exactly you want to say
All my life I've been thinking
That talking is the only way
Now all those words and all those gestures seems cheap
Your eyes makes more sense to me
I know I'm falling in deep
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Are like the stars in limitless sky.
Everytime you get close,
I get high of you.. thinking I could fly
Everytime you look into my eyes
I know what exactly you want to say
All my life I've been thinking
That talking is the only way
Now all those words and all those gestures seems cheap
Your eyes makes more sense to me
I know I'm falling in deep
#review
Why did I do that?
I am furious with myself. I slammed my door open and kicked out my shoes. Threw my heavy key chain on the mirror. It crashed loudly and then there was this complete silence.
My hands were still trembling. I washed the blood off my fingers. Blood stains were all over my t shirt and some were on my pants too. First i thought i will wash them.. then I decided to burn them altogether.
The haunting of today's incident came as a flash before my eyes. This weird looking guy was following me for the past 2 weeks. Wherever I he was there. Today I was standing at this building top trying to think about something and there he came.
I didn't have anything to defend or scare him. I don't wanna talk to him. I ran away but his footsteps are getting closer every second. Suddenly I remember this knife keychain i had in my bag. I took and and swung back to threaten him. But he was too close.....The knife pierced his eyeball and went in some more....we both screamed in fear and pain. He fell down and was muttering...we.. are the lasst per... persons.... In this ....plan.. planet....but..... and then he stopped moving... I turned back and ran and ran and ran.... Ran some more......
My house was a glass house. Completely transparent. Atleast how they make houses in 2050. Right to privacy was never known to anybody. I took all my dresses and threw them in a steel bin, poured some petrol and lit the fire... God!!!! It s burning forever'....
The clothes were fully burnt... I flushed the ashes down the toilet and the sound reverberated all over the house. There was an eerie silence... I was finally relaxed and wanted to sleep.... And crashed on the bed........I like this silence. Or.. Is this too silent?????
finally jus I was dozing off to sleep...... The phone stated ringing!!!!
#shortstory
#review
#dhruv_777
I am furious with myself. I slammed my door open and kicked out my shoes. Threw my heavy key chain on the mirror. It crashed loudly and then there was this complete silence.
My hands were still trembling. I washed the blood off my fingers. Blood stains were all over my t shirt and some were on my pants too. First i thought i will wash them.. then I decided to burn them altogether.
The haunting of today's incident came as a flash before my eyes. This weird looking guy was following me for the past 2 weeks. Wherever I he was there. Today I was standing at this building top trying to think about something and there he came.
I didn't have anything to defend or scare him. I don't wanna talk to him. I ran away but his footsteps are getting closer every second. Suddenly I remember this knife keychain i had in my bag. I took and and swung back to threaten him. But he was too close.....The knife pierced his eyeball and went in some more....we both screamed in fear and pain. He fell down and was muttering...we.. are the lasst per... persons.... In this ....plan.. planet....but..... and then he stopped moving... I turned back and ran and ran and ran.... Ran some more......
My house was a glass house. Completely transparent. Atleast how they make houses in 2050. Right to privacy was never known to anybody. I took all my dresses and threw them in a steel bin, poured some petrol and lit the fire... God!!!! It s burning forever'....
The clothes were fully burnt... I flushed the ashes down the toilet and the sound reverberated all over the house. There was an eerie silence... I was finally relaxed and wanted to sleep.... And crashed on the bed........I like this silence. Or.. Is this too silent?????
finally jus I was dozing off to sleep...... The phone stated ringing!!!!
#shortstory
#review
#dhruv_777
You were fire, i wasn't ice
I was supposed to but it wasn't nice
I was magma that was piquant
Why was our bond so highly turbulent?
The violent gesticulation of air around your flames
Wasn't any good for my fever but i got used to the games
We were bonded the way we weren't meant to be
Was it destiny, i wondered or was it our will that was the key
You're no good for me, i know, said she
But it was too late for her to be set in the world again like a bird, free
If we're meant to do it together, yes my love, we suffer like the way we suffered
You'd be the flame of my candle that demolishes my wax, he uttered
Afterall, diamonds dice diamonds, they are suited together
Shouldn't be befuddled with types different but stay where they belong, forever
#Snowy
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I was supposed to but it wasn't nice
I was magma that was piquant
Why was our bond so highly turbulent?
The violent gesticulation of air around your flames
Wasn't any good for my fever but i got used to the games
We were bonded the way we weren't meant to be
Was it destiny, i wondered or was it our will that was the key
You're no good for me, i know, said she
But it was too late for her to be set in the world again like a bird, free
If we're meant to do it together, yes my love, we suffer like the way we suffered
You'd be the flame of my candle that demolishes my wax, he uttered
Afterall, diamonds dice diamonds, they are suited together
Shouldn't be befuddled with types different but stay where they belong, forever
#Snowy
#review
She's one in a billion!!
Her smell's like rosemary perfume,
And golden hair's like sonagachi;
The lips are looking like amaryllis;
The face is like the morning sun;
Body is as soft as the balloon;
Her voice is as sweet as elaichi;
Brown eyes are like killing us –
And such beauty is only one!!
• Difficult Words •
Sonagachi - known as Golden Tree
Amaryllis - known as Red Beautiful Flower
Elaichi - Cardamom
#AkashAP #review #poem #oldone #noshare
Her smell's like rosemary perfume,
And golden hair's like sonagachi;
The lips are looking like amaryllis;
The face is like the morning sun;
Body is as soft as the balloon;
Her voice is as sweet as elaichi;
Brown eyes are like killing us –
And such beauty is only one!!
• Difficult Words •
Sonagachi - known as Golden Tree
Amaryllis - known as Red Beautiful Flower
Elaichi - Cardamom
#AkashAP #review #poem #oldone #noshare
Some nights I think about being a ghost yk? It'd be so much better. Maybe if I were a ghost I won't have these tears to hide? Maybe I won't feel any of this pain? Maybe I'll stop having these nightmares? Maybe it'll all stop? I'll just exist without actually having to have an existence. Maybe I'll live longer? Maybe I'll survive?
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#review
Once we lived in a dark realm,
Striving for happiness and surviving until we found our soul.
Searching for paths with scars,
We found the most anxious one and the most unpredictable one.
It was our past and our future… #review
Striving for happiness and surviving until we found our soul.
Searching for paths with scars,
We found the most anxious one and the most unpredictable one.
It was our past and our future… #review
His surviving words had lifeless meaning.
But her music was certain.
Mysteriously, their song gave hope! #review
But her music was certain.
Mysteriously, their song gave hope! #review
What's wrong with the light?
Have I gone blind?
Why can't I see it anymore?
Why can't I see it entering inside me, Wiping off all this emptiness?
Why doesn't it burn my soul anymore?
Have I lost my soul or the light ?
#review #generalthought
Have I gone blind?
Why can't I see it anymore?
Why can't I see it entering inside me, Wiping off all this emptiness?
Why doesn't it burn my soul anymore?
Have I lost my soul or the light ?
#review #generalthought
His surviving words had lifeless meaning.
But her music was certain.
Mysteriously, their song gave hope! #review
But her music was certain.
Mysteriously, their song gave hope! #review
Today I saw death in the eyes, she smiled at me and told me that he loved me.
Today I saw death in the eyes, I felt fragile and small.
Today I saw death in the eyes, I don't want to look at it again.
Today I saw death in the eyes and she looked back at me.
I'm not prepared for the slow walk of her.
I'm scared, for all the things I left behind.
I let out a slow sigh! I don't want to stop breathing.
But here I face her, with a true sigh.
And I suffer at the same time, for what I lack to love.
Oh! Death now that you are looking at me, touch my soul and spare my life.
Oh! Reason in misery, focus your mind, death is not looking at you.
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Today I saw death in the eyes, I felt fragile and small.
Today I saw death in the eyes, I don't want to look at it again.
Today I saw death in the eyes and she looked back at me.
I'm not prepared for the slow walk of her.
I'm scared, for all the things I left behind.
I let out a slow sigh! I don't want to stop breathing.
But here I face her, with a true sigh.
And I suffer at the same time, for what I lack to love.
Oh! Death now that you are looking at me, touch my soul and spare my life.
Oh! Reason in misery, focus your mind, death is not looking at you.
#review