Will it be worth it?
Is it worth it?
I ask myself
Losing me to achieve something
Something temporal
Something material
Do I want it?
My ambition is screaming inside
But, should I leave my spirit behind
My family
My friends
And everything I hold dear
For some far possibility
That it might happen
That I may succeed
That it may be all worth it
Power
Is a dangerous word
It can crumble you from inside
Leaving you still yearning for it
Still not satiated
Will that moment come
When it will all be worth it?
My sacrifice
I will miss myself
The girl I once was
The girl I am leaving behind
What will become of me
I am afraid
Survival
It can be my alibi
For everything I did
How will I live with myself
How will I sleep
Knowing
What I did
What's the point of fighting
When nothing is left in you to fight for.
They say be selfish
They say to not share your academic
To not share knowledge
To not share your weakness
Not even to friends
For you are not smart enough
To discern the true ones
I am afraid
I will loose what we have
Even before it begins
#review #poetry #AG
Is it worth it?
I ask myself
Losing me to achieve something
Something temporal
Something material
Do I want it?
My ambition is screaming inside
But, should I leave my spirit behind
My family
My friends
And everything I hold dear
For some far possibility
That it might happen
That I may succeed
That it may be all worth it
Power
Is a dangerous word
It can crumble you from inside
Leaving you still yearning for it
Still not satiated
Will that moment come
When it will all be worth it?
My sacrifice
I will miss myself
The girl I once was
The girl I am leaving behind
What will become of me
I am afraid
Survival
It can be my alibi
For everything I did
How will I live with myself
How will I sleep
Knowing
What I did
What's the point of fighting
When nothing is left in you to fight for.
They say be selfish
They say to not share your academic
To not share knowledge
To not share your weakness
Not even to friends
For you are not smart enough
To discern the true ones
I am afraid
I will loose what we have
Even before it begins
#review #poetry #AG
The beau, ignorance.
I knew.
That made me a shitty person
If there was anything that made it unbearable and more hard to overcome than anything, it’s the fact that I knew it was going to happen.
It’s a pity we don’t get to un-know stuff.
Like just trash it.
It felt(no, was )wrong.
Like hoarding the girls lavatory or cyber bullying overweight people because it felt right
Or self-hurting so you can feel anything other than this unimaginable sorrow that was slowly drowning you.
If there was anything that was worse than knowledge, it’ll be passivity, more like apathy.
The fact that you didn’t act.
That I didn’t act
This didn’t feel wrong.
It didn’t feel like anything I have ever felt.
Words can’t quantify how it feels.
Probably, nothing will.
I hope nothing does.
Excerpt from my book, For the Lies that Matter
@whosayegat
#review
#everyone
#excerpts
I knew.
That made me a shitty person
If there was anything that made it unbearable and more hard to overcome than anything, it’s the fact that I knew it was going to happen.
It’s a pity we don’t get to un-know stuff.
Like just trash it.
It felt(no, was )wrong.
Like hoarding the girls lavatory or cyber bullying overweight people because it felt right
Or self-hurting so you can feel anything other than this unimaginable sorrow that was slowly drowning you.
If there was anything that was worse than knowledge, it’ll be passivity, more like apathy.
The fact that you didn’t act.
That I didn’t act
This didn’t feel wrong.
It didn’t feel like anything I have ever felt.
Words can’t quantify how it feels.
Probably, nothing will.
I hope nothing does.
Excerpt from my book, For the Lies that Matter
@whosayegat
#review
#everyone
#excerpts
#review
Is It Love?
That was the day of my first
Also the day of my closest…
I never thought of meeting the person like you
Just like carrying the ego as your pursue
I had happened to ask your name
After I repeat the typo of yours
I had faced your facial expression, as if I asked your fame!
From that moment it got started breakage of the chain
And hit by our aggressive clouds always to rain.
But who knows that it will become a storm,
That was ever thought by my under feet warm.
Then consider our conversation became like Tom and Jerry,
Later I got happened to imagine you as my Queen Fairy.
Even the fire won’t get fired till it get contact with Oxygen,
But you fume more just for the contact with my shadow
Later I didn’t notice your presence,
And had engaged with other emotions.
After some time I had learned the true connections
And finally noticed your existence.
This existential realization became my eternal thought
From the engaged emotions, I have got the truest myself where I sought.
But I don’t know why I had surrounded with my subtle hesitations.
Perhaps, I had locked my mind due to my ambitions.
Yet there is a hope wandering from the heart to my mind.
That one day definitely, I will become your realization…
Till then my words adroit themselves in my memories
And get evolve on the paper of Discoveries.
#review
#love
Is It Love?
That was the day of my first
Also the day of my closest…
I never thought of meeting the person like you
Just like carrying the ego as your pursue
I had happened to ask your name
After I repeat the typo of yours
I had faced your facial expression, as if I asked your fame!
From that moment it got started breakage of the chain
And hit by our aggressive clouds always to rain.
But who knows that it will become a storm,
That was ever thought by my under feet warm.
Then consider our conversation became like Tom and Jerry,
Later I got happened to imagine you as my Queen Fairy.
Even the fire won’t get fired till it get contact with Oxygen,
But you fume more just for the contact with my shadow
Later I didn’t notice your presence,
And had engaged with other emotions.
After some time I had learned the true connections
And finally noticed your existence.
This existential realization became my eternal thought
From the engaged emotions, I have got the truest myself where I sought.
But I don’t know why I had surrounded with my subtle hesitations.
Perhaps, I had locked my mind due to my ambitions.
Yet there is a hope wandering from the heart to my mind.
That one day definitely, I will become your realization…
Till then my words adroit themselves in my memories
And get evolve on the paper of Discoveries.
#review
#love
We're just looking for the best days,
In the days when happiness is at its peak.
To realise that we aren't that strong,
And the pain is making us weak.
We wait for the good days to come,
To remember the bad ones existed.
Then weep all night on the floor,
Questioning why its all so twisted.
But we fail and keep failing till we end.
Crying in happiness and smiling in pain.
We were clear as glass when we were kids,
What or who on us left this ugly strain?
#poetry #review #mans
@IWRITESOMTIMES
In the days when happiness is at its peak.
To realise that we aren't that strong,
And the pain is making us weak.
We wait for the good days to come,
To remember the bad ones existed.
Then weep all night on the floor,
Questioning why its all so twisted.
But we fail and keep failing till we end.
Crying in happiness and smiling in pain.
We were clear as glass when we were kids,
What or who on us left this ugly strain?
#poetry #review #mans
@IWRITESOMTIMES
If something ends one day, it doesn't mean it's lost forever.
You were my best poetry ever written. You are still my best poetry today.
You are my reason to write from now till my breath lasts.
Doesn't matters I'm no one to you. You're still the only one to me.
I don't need a witness for my love. Reality is within my eyes away from the world.
- Irendu Bhardwaj Ⓒ
#review #poem #poetry
You were my best poetry ever written. You are still my best poetry today.
You are my reason to write from now till my breath lasts.
Doesn't matters I'm no one to you. You're still the only one to me.
I don't need a witness for my love. Reality is within my eyes away from the world.
- Irendu Bhardwaj Ⓒ
#review #poem #poetry
The Fall
#review #poem #poetry #Abhijit
What have I become?
A lonely creature,
Hanging by the wrist in chains,
To a peak of the topmost mountain.
I think even the mountain wants to let loose of me,
To set myself free or to free himself from mine,
I try to see down but to no avail I see even a glimpse,
Like a never-ending abyss,
To which I may fall till the end of eternity.
But a mystery sets me to intrigue,
That what is the purpose of mine if not to fall,
May that be my destiny.
But why so much of waiting,
Just let me loose and all is done.
As each day becomes the past,
My thoughts and memories fade,
Stripped of all emotions.
I have become the mountain itself,
Hard and ice and cold and sharp.
Now I see it hahahaha,
Last of my laugh but mere a smile,
This is the fall,
And I am abyss itself,
Only empty.
#review #poem #poetry #Abhijit
What have I become?
A lonely creature,
Hanging by the wrist in chains,
To a peak of the topmost mountain.
I think even the mountain wants to let loose of me,
To set myself free or to free himself from mine,
I try to see down but to no avail I see even a glimpse,
Like a never-ending abyss,
To which I may fall till the end of eternity.
But a mystery sets me to intrigue,
That what is the purpose of mine if not to fall,
May that be my destiny.
But why so much of waiting,
Just let me loose and all is done.
As each day becomes the past,
My thoughts and memories fade,
Stripped of all emotions.
I have become the mountain itself,
Hard and ice and cold and sharp.
Now I see it hahahaha,
Last of my laugh but mere a smile,
This is the fall,
And I am abyss itself,
Only empty.
Smile is the only curve that sets things in straight line.
Harsh from Gujarat pens down a thought on smile...!!
Do you know what's satisfying?
When you make someone smile while they were crying.
That smile which holds fire to shine from within, But helplessness just dims their light within.
The smile that wants to burst out laughing,
But their situation insists them to shed another drop of tear.
We can just take a small initiative.
Don't show hatred towards anyone in their low
You never know, when that low might turn everything around.
If possible bring a smile on someone's face
The satisfaction you'll gain can't be expressed.
God's above seeing this, will smile too
And in your life you'll surely ace.
~Harsh
#review #smile
Harsh from Gujarat pens down a thought on smile...!!
Do you know what's satisfying?
When you make someone smile while they were crying.
That smile which holds fire to shine from within, But helplessness just dims their light within.
The smile that wants to burst out laughing,
But their situation insists them to shed another drop of tear.
We can just take a small initiative.
Don't show hatred towards anyone in their low
You never know, when that low might turn everything around.
If possible bring a smile on someone's face
The satisfaction you'll gain can't be expressed.
God's above seeing this, will smile too
And in your life you'll surely ace.
~Harsh
#review #smile
Smile is the only curve that sets things in straight line.
Harsh from Gujarat pens down a thought on smile...!!
Do you know what's satisfying?
When you make someone smile while they were crying.
That smile which holds fire to shine from within, But helplessness just dims their light within.
The smile that wants to burst out laughing,
But their situation insists them to shed another drop of tear.
We can just take a small initiative.
Don't show hatred towards anyone in their low
You never know, when that low might turn everything around.
If possible bring a smile on someone's face
The satisfaction you'll gain can't be expressed.
God's above seeing this, will smile too
And in your life you'll surely ace.
~Harsh
#review #smile
Harsh from Gujarat pens down a thought on smile...!!
Do you know what's satisfying?
When you make someone smile while they were crying.
That smile which holds fire to shine from within, But helplessness just dims their light within.
The smile that wants to burst out laughing,
But their situation insists them to shed another drop of tear.
We can just take a small initiative.
Don't show hatred towards anyone in their low
You never know, when that low might turn everything around.
If possible bring a smile on someone's face
The satisfaction you'll gain can't be expressed.
God's above seeing this, will smile too
And in your life you'll surely ace.
~Harsh
#review #smile
His grip on the pen have loosen
Its fall on the pages has filled the room
A sight of the strong that once stood proud
Lying on flat abandoned by the poet
#poem #review #AhmadMusa
Its fall on the pages has filled the room
A sight of the strong that once stood proud
Lying on flat abandoned by the poet
#poem #review #AhmadMusa
#review
#poem
#iwritesometimes
She was the kind of person,
Who cared just a little too much,
Of what they always thought of her,
And why she was never good enough
She hid leaves and a note in her old notebook,
Hoping no one would ever see,
"Not that I don't like the flowers,
But these leaves makes so much sense to me"
She aimed to soar too high,
And compete with everyone she did meet,
Instead of teaching her own sense if self,
How it feels when you stand on your two feet,
She slipped away like water from hands,
Or how sunshine takes away the dew from a window,
Under the moonlight she sat on the forest floor,
While her soul whispered, "Let it go, let it go, let it go"
~IWRITESOMETIMES| Maansi :)
#poem
#iwritesometimes
She was the kind of person,
Who cared just a little too much,
Of what they always thought of her,
And why she was never good enough
She hid leaves and a note in her old notebook,
Hoping no one would ever see,
"Not that I don't like the flowers,
But these leaves makes so much sense to me"
She aimed to soar too high,
And compete with everyone she did meet,
Instead of teaching her own sense if self,
How it feels when you stand on your two feet,
She slipped away like water from hands,
Or how sunshine takes away the dew from a window,
Under the moonlight she sat on the forest floor,
While her soul whispered, "Let it go, let it go, let it go"
~IWRITESOMETIMES| Maansi :)
it happened again, i caught myself staring.
the way his trousers hung on his hip,
suddenly i wanted to be a sculptor,
trying to depict such perfection,
getting a thrill each time i studied my muse.
i could already feel the clay on my fingertips as i traced my fingers across his torso.
he was art.
#review
the way his trousers hung on his hip,
suddenly i wanted to be a sculptor,
trying to depict such perfection,
getting a thrill each time i studied my muse.
i could already feel the clay on my fingertips as i traced my fingers across his torso.
he was art.
#review
Sealed windows of my heart
Need a breeze to open them away
To conquer the rains and the clouds
Need a flight high in the sky
The lanes will become roads someday
The thoughts will become life someday
The night is dark
Deep black without the moon light
The fortnight is standing far far away
And I started the journey with a candle
Beyond the clouds
Beneath the sea
In my heart
There's Only victory
Give me my wings
Give me my flight
I am made up for the victory
Give me the right time
#lotus
#review
Need a breeze to open them away
To conquer the rains and the clouds
Need a flight high in the sky
The lanes will become roads someday
The thoughts will become life someday
The night is dark
Deep black without the moon light
The fortnight is standing far far away
And I started the journey with a candle
Beyond the clouds
Beneath the sea
In my heart
There's Only victory
Give me my wings
Give me my flight
I am made up for the victory
Give me the right time
#lotus
#review
#review you hve nicely penned down. Nice collection of words with the clarity. I enjoyed a lot reading this
Chaos.
We all are lost in chaos. We know that, but we are frightened at finding ourselves face to face with this horrible reality. Furthermore, we often try to cover it over with a curtain of fantasy.
There are people or circumstances we point finger at, and we be the best storyteller in the scenario. Reason could be anything our fear, our will, ability to accept reality, Lack of clarity and many more. We are not even going to look at this and accept it. We often hide behind the cloud of being in certain ideas which are not true, always uses them as trenches for the defense of our existence. Not only that, but we will be far away from reality and light years away from our self.
It is not always about You vs them!! It is not even about you vs situation.!!
At the end it is about your ability to facing the truth. Will you be able to adapt or not?? Will you be able to overcome or not?? About your mind works for you or you work for your mind.!!
It is always about YOU vs YOU.
One of the kindest thing you can do for ourselves is that we need to accept that we are lost. And if we have accepted that,we will begin to find ourselves. By finding ourselves we will find the center of strength within, and we will be different person all together. This is what our society needs rather than ideas and inventions.
Always go a little further into the water than you feel you are capable of being in. Go a little out of your depth. And when you do not feel your feet are quite touching the bottom, you are just about in the right place to do something exciting.
#review
We all are lost in chaos. We know that, but we are frightened at finding ourselves face to face with this horrible reality. Furthermore, we often try to cover it over with a curtain of fantasy.
There are people or circumstances we point finger at, and we be the best storyteller in the scenario. Reason could be anything our fear, our will, ability to accept reality, Lack of clarity and many more. We are not even going to look at this and accept it. We often hide behind the cloud of being in certain ideas which are not true, always uses them as trenches for the defense of our existence. Not only that, but we will be far away from reality and light years away from our self.
It is not always about You vs them!! It is not even about you vs situation.!!
At the end it is about your ability to facing the truth. Will you be able to adapt or not?? Will you be able to overcome or not?? About your mind works for you or you work for your mind.!!
It is always about YOU vs YOU.
One of the kindest thing you can do for ourselves is that we need to accept that we are lost. And if we have accepted that,we will begin to find ourselves. By finding ourselves we will find the center of strength within, and we will be different person all together. This is what our society needs rather than ideas and inventions.
Always go a little further into the water than you feel you are capable of being in. Go a little out of your depth. And when you do not feel your feet are quite touching the bottom, you are just about in the right place to do something exciting.
#review