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Submerging my soul in cavernous despondency,
I was biding my time to abscond from its clenches.
Handling in hand a handful of handy agates,
Wanted to stoop my palmar flexion creases;
Since the deluge of dejections has left my pneuma withered,
Chronometeringly I used to watch the Venus at dusk.
Discerning the uncanny transformation of botolinum into lugduname;
For I cognized that everything which betides has a purpose,
Just like the metaphor exercised here to delineate my metamorphosis.
Cutting to the chase lonely beside the seashore holding few agates sedentary,
Thought of tossing them into the Moana.
Although pleased with the bout ripples somehow,
I'm waiting for the bombora to wallop again!
Unknown whether time has mended my spirit,
Or the clock teached me how to reside in afflictions!
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Submerging my soul in cavernous despondency,
I was biding my time to abscond from its clenches.
Handling in hand a handful of handy agates,
Wanted to stoop my palmar flexion creases;
Since the deluge of dejections has left my pneuma withered,
Chronometeringly I used to watch the Venus at dusk.
Discerning the uncanny transformation of botolinum into lugduname;
For I cognized that everything which betides has a purpose,
Just like the metaphor exercised here to delineate my metamorphosis.
Cutting to the chase lonely beside the seashore holding few agates sedentary,
Thought of tossing them into the Moana.
Although pleased with the bout ripples somehow,
I'm waiting for the bombora to wallop again!
Unknown whether time has mended my spirit,
Or the clock teached me how to reside in afflictions!
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Her heart skipped a beat with knowing that this was the one place where she was pushed. This was a place of constant learning. A place she knew no matter what she could spread her wings. She could continue to grow and transform and be whatever it is that was needed in that moment.
Her heart skipped a beat with knowing that this was the one place where she was pushed. This was a place of constant learning. A place she knew no matter what she could spread her wings. She could continue to grow and transform and be whatever it is that was needed in that moment.
Steven loved a girl, but the girl did not. Steven knew this. Steven wanted to stop generating this enormous feelings for her. So, Steven decided to go away from her life, never to return back. But on her birthday, he could not resist wishing her, so he came back to wish her. He wished. But the girl responded silence.
He was already broken, and now he was pulverised into dust. He wept into a pillow till his eyes got swollen to the extent that no more tears could pass through the bulged skin around the eyes. He coughed, he gagged several times. After a while he looked into a mirror but to his surprise there was no reflection of his image appeared on the mirror.
He had turned into nothing..
All distressed and destroyed, he went out in open, and he looked up towards the sky and searched as if someone is up there, who was witnessing his plight. He gazed up for a while and then he covered his swollen eyes with his palms. And sat on his folded knees, he leaned forward to rest his face onto his knees now his palms were between his face and the knee. And he was sitting in the middle of his terrace.
There was a complete silence in his pausture, there was no apparent movement in his body for quite some time. He was trying to hold his breath, probably trying to suffocate himself to death. But little did he know, reflexes of his body kicked in and he had to exhale violently. It was so violent as if a volcano had erupted and with it came out the lava of anxiety, hatred, anger and embarrassment. At this very moment, for just few seconds, he had this moment of clarity.
His feelings were powerful and so were his emotions. He was having this intense emotions for the first time and he could not handle them well. And this had made him feel that miserable.
He brought a little change in his perpective now, what actually happened was, he faced a rejection. The girl did not have those emotions and feelings. So, she did not respond the way he wanted. Though, It would have been surreal if she had. He sighed with a chuckle.
He had reasoned and had resolved.
He looked up again, and thanked someone up there and prayed for wellness and happiness for her.
With this new insight a joy that had blossomed in his heart, warmed up his whole body. He started feeling much lighter from that moment. He rushed into his room and stood before the mirror. In mirror appeared a bigger and a better man than what he had seen last, before he decided to come back and wish this girl birthday.
Steven decided to let her live in her own happy world and let this story to rest on a warm and cozy full stop.
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He was already broken, and now he was pulverised into dust. He wept into a pillow till his eyes got swollen to the extent that no more tears could pass through the bulged skin around the eyes. He coughed, he gagged several times. After a while he looked into a mirror but to his surprise there was no reflection of his image appeared on the mirror.
He had turned into nothing..
All distressed and destroyed, he went out in open, and he looked up towards the sky and searched as if someone is up there, who was witnessing his plight. He gazed up for a while and then he covered his swollen eyes with his palms. And sat on his folded knees, he leaned forward to rest his face onto his knees now his palms were between his face and the knee. And he was sitting in the middle of his terrace.
There was a complete silence in his pausture, there was no apparent movement in his body for quite some time. He was trying to hold his breath, probably trying to suffocate himself to death. But little did he know, reflexes of his body kicked in and he had to exhale violently. It was so violent as if a volcano had erupted and with it came out the lava of anxiety, hatred, anger and embarrassment. At this very moment, for just few seconds, he had this moment of clarity.
His feelings were powerful and so were his emotions. He was having this intense emotions for the first time and he could not handle them well. And this had made him feel that miserable.
He brought a little change in his perpective now, what actually happened was, he faced a rejection. The girl did not have those emotions and feelings. So, she did not respond the way he wanted. Though, It would have been surreal if she had. He sighed with a chuckle.
He had reasoned and had resolved.
He looked up again, and thanked someone up there and prayed for wellness and happiness for her.
With this new insight a joy that had blossomed in his heart, warmed up his whole body. He started feeling much lighter from that moment. He rushed into his room and stood before the mirror. In mirror appeared a bigger and a better man than what he had seen last, before he decided to come back and wish this girl birthday.
Steven decided to let her live in her own happy world and let this story to rest on a warm and cozy full stop.
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Wish Every day I see a new sunrise. My life, my vision, my delighters, my happiness, my experience is with me now and I am on no account going to misplace it. I have faced many teething troubles, many snake oils people but luckily, I am out of all the dilemmas in my life and that’s impressive. Now the sparkling day has come when I have become advanced to a greater extent, a pace more for advancing my future. I will show consideration for one and all, share cheerfulness with all and sundry and lend a hand to whole world. But without divinity it is impossible, and I am 101% sure you are with me god 😊. My life is mine each and every instant what I have suffered is adjusted by me to get out of that situation...
- the silent soul
Wish Every day I see a new sunrise. My life, my vision, my delighters, my happiness, my experience is with me now and I am on no account going to misplace it. I have faced many teething troubles, many snake oils people but luckily, I am out of all the dilemmas in my life and that’s impressive. Now the sparkling day has come when I have become advanced to a greater extent, a pace more for advancing my future. I will show consideration for one and all, share cheerfulness with all and sundry and lend a hand to whole world. But without divinity it is impossible, and I am 101% sure you are with me god 😊. My life is mine each and every instant what I have suffered is adjusted by me to get out of that situation...
- the silent soul
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Wish Every day I see a new sunrise. My life, my vision, my delighters, my happiness, my experience is with me now and I am on no account going to misplace it. I have faced many teething troubles, many snake oils people but luckily, I am out of all the dilemmas in my life and that’s impressive. Now the sparkling day has come when I have become advanced to a greater extent, a pace more for advancing my future. I will show consideration for one and all, share cheerfulness with all and sundry and lend a hand to whole world. But without divinity it is impossible, and I am 101% sure you are with me god 😊. My life is mine each and every instant what I have suffered is adjusted by me to get out of that situation...
- the silent soul
Wish Every day I see a new sunrise. My life, my vision, my delighters, my happiness, my experience is with me now and I am on no account going to misplace it. I have faced many teething troubles, many snake oils people but luckily, I am out of all the dilemmas in my life and that’s impressive. Now the sparkling day has come when I have become advanced to a greater extent, a pace more for advancing my future. I will show consideration for one and all, share cheerfulness with all and sundry and lend a hand to whole world. But without divinity it is impossible, and I am 101% sure you are with me god 😊. My life is mine each and every instant what I have suffered is adjusted by me to get out of that situation...
- the silent soul
O! dear emotion
Why did you get hurt again,
Last time, hadn't you mumbled,
Further you wud take help of brain.
Yet here you are lying wounded,
secluded, and sobbing in pain.
I don't understand, how could you
Let this happen, over n over again?
Let me protect you
and let me make you strong,
Let me take control
so no-one can ever twist your arm.
I won't let you take the bullshit
which do you so much harm
Let me remind you, you are my love,
and you are my lucky charm.
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Why did you get hurt again,
Last time, hadn't you mumbled,
Further you wud take help of brain.
Yet here you are lying wounded,
secluded, and sobbing in pain.
I don't understand, how could you
Let this happen, over n over again?
Let me protect you
and let me make you strong,
Let me take control
so no-one can ever twist your arm.
I won't let you take the bullshit
which do you so much harm
Let me remind you, you are my love,
and you are my lucky charm.
#review
#khaahk
#luckycharm
Silence spoke
Through those bushes
Beneath the dark roses
Fireflies kissed her caramel skin
lightening like small bulbs radiating
sparkles in the darkness
The wind ruffled her silk hair
making her cheeks tickle and toes
curl
Moon hid behind the clouds too
embarrassed to show it's scars
Fragrance of blossoming flowers
took her breath away
Solitude, her only companion
whispered not to worry
Still tasting the salt on her lips
and feeling the heaviness of her
lashes, she smiled..
© Ananya
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Through those bushes
Beneath the dark roses
Fireflies kissed her caramel skin
lightening like small bulbs radiating
sparkles in the darkness
The wind ruffled her silk hair
making her cheeks tickle and toes
curl
Moon hid behind the clouds too
embarrassed to show it's scars
Fragrance of blossoming flowers
took her breath away
Solitude, her only companion
whispered not to worry
Still tasting the salt on her lips
and feeling the heaviness of her
lashes, she smiled..
© Ananya
#review #as #poetry
COSMIC INTIMACY
Your fingers Caresses my soul when I embraced your love web.
Your vibe is as soothing as the evening breeze and within my soul I know we have been made for each other.
Even though you're faraway but our telepathic communication is no lie. You make it feel real like two Lovers talking over the phone.
I can feel your love through your telepathic voice and it brings me eternal HEALING as I equally offer you eternal comfort and security. I am open to love you unending.
Let's pour ourselves in the cup of trust, respect, truth and love, let's drink each other in the ocean of love and make it wet overnight.
Feel the cosmic lights pervading your soul as we make love in the universe. Be open and raw. Feel the passion and ecstasy in your deepest core. You're fully drowned into eternal bliss.
May the lion and lioness in both of us roar.
You're my goddess and I am YOUR god, both remains an eternal universe and this is the letter between two living stardust.
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Your fingers Caresses my soul when I embraced your love web.
Your vibe is as soothing as the evening breeze and within my soul I know we have been made for each other.
Even though you're faraway but our telepathic communication is no lie. You make it feel real like two Lovers talking over the phone.
I can feel your love through your telepathic voice and it brings me eternal HEALING as I equally offer you eternal comfort and security. I am open to love you unending.
Let's pour ourselves in the cup of trust, respect, truth and love, let's drink each other in the ocean of love and make it wet overnight.
Feel the cosmic lights pervading your soul as we make love in the universe. Be open and raw. Feel the passion and ecstasy in your deepest core. You're fully drowned into eternal bliss.
May the lion and lioness in both of us roar.
You're my goddess and I am YOUR god, both remains an eternal universe and this is the letter between two living stardust.
#review
Delightfully dark is my day
Filled with a sinister sound
At night conveys my dismay
Something exquisite and profound
Taste of eeriness and despair
Somehow stimulates my mind
Absence of these in the air
Renders me mute somewhat blind
Letting the sunflower bloom
Hope keeps me really close
Fragrance exists in gloom
Like an evening primrose
Sunshine while guiding my way
Nurtures the chaos around
At night conveys my dismay
Something exquisite and profound
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Filled with a sinister sound
At night conveys my dismay
Something exquisite and profound
Taste of eeriness and despair
Somehow stimulates my mind
Absence of these in the air
Renders me mute somewhat blind
Letting the sunflower bloom
Hope keeps me really close
Fragrance exists in gloom
Like an evening primrose
Sunshine while guiding my way
Nurtures the chaos around
At night conveys my dismay
Something exquisite and profound
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#poetry
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Withered hand you write so much and yet you say so little. Thoughts have burrowed within my heart. Eyes have betrayed my lips. These moments I have cast a stone and yet it is I to feel the weight of a boulder. For space and time cannot be altered. Only this step shall I finally ponder. Give my humble apology from within and let my life be offered. Only now with grace I seek to live without memory of my squander.
Withered hand you write so much and yet you say so little. Thoughts have burrowed within my heart. Eyes have betrayed my lips. These moments I have cast a stone and yet it is I to feel the weight of a boulder. For space and time cannot be altered. Only this step shall I finally ponder. Give my humble apology from within and let my life be offered. Only now with grace I seek to live without memory of my squander.
Took you for granted
forgot you were a part of me
and now when you are gone
couldn’t find a purpose to live
I find myself lost in all the moments with you
And all the time we spent
I am here waiting for you
Cursing myself for letting go of you
I cry every day till the lights are out
In all the moments we were together
Lost a part of me
Never felt so lonely
It’s killing from inside
Never been in so much regret
How could I be such an idiot to let you go
Wishing you are here with me one more time
And I won’t let you go
Wouldn’t be so careless
Won’t be so rude
Would be good
Would listen to you
Will look into your eyes
And hold you in my arms
And will never let you go
Every breath that I take without you
feels like a curse
I am nothing without you
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forgot you were a part of me
and now when you are gone
couldn’t find a purpose to live
I find myself lost in all the moments with you
And all the time we spent
I am here waiting for you
Cursing myself for letting go of you
I cry every day till the lights are out
In all the moments we were together
Lost a part of me
Never felt so lonely
It’s killing from inside
Never been in so much regret
How could I be such an idiot to let you go
Wishing you are here with me one more time
And I won’t let you go
Wouldn’t be so careless
Won’t be so rude
Would be good
Would listen to you
Will look into your eyes
And hold you in my arms
And will never let you go
Every breath that I take without you
feels like a curse
I am nothing without you
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NEVER UNSCATHED
I looked through the darkest night seeking my lover to behold;
She was nowhere to be found;
She has become a passing shadow in the dark;
My heart got drenched by the solitude of being with myself;
The ecstatic moments we used to share has become a tossed wave in the sea;
My soul got drowned in perpetual pains, hell undesirable;
But I was determined to heal and resurrect all of my broken pieces;
Many stood afar watching the story of my life unfold; Some dished out mockeries and made a tease out of my downfalls;
I was always thrown into the dustbin but I always saw myself cleaner than their evil intentions;
You may suffer for a while but it's only for a time;
Hold on and push harder;
Yes, there's always a light at the end of the tunnel and I went through unscathed, never being a victim of pains and aches;
Now I know everything works together for good!!
#review
I looked through the darkest night seeking my lover to behold;
She was nowhere to be found;
She has become a passing shadow in the dark;
My heart got drenched by the solitude of being with myself;
The ecstatic moments we used to share has become a tossed wave in the sea;
My soul got drowned in perpetual pains, hell undesirable;
But I was determined to heal and resurrect all of my broken pieces;
Many stood afar watching the story of my life unfold; Some dished out mockeries and made a tease out of my downfalls;
I was always thrown into the dustbin but I always saw myself cleaner than their evil intentions;
You may suffer for a while but it's only for a time;
Hold on and push harder;
Yes, there's always a light at the end of the tunnel and I went through unscathed, never being a victim of pains and aches;
Now I know everything works together for good!!
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Will it be worth it?
Is it worth it?
I ask myself
Losing me to achieve something
Something temporal
Something material
Do I want it?
My ambition is screaming inside
But, should I leave my spirit behind
My family
My friends
And everything I hold dear
For some far possibility
That it might happen
That I may succeed
That it may be all worth it
Power
Is a dangerous word
It can crumble you from inside
Leaving you still yearning for it
Still not satiated
Will that moment come
When it will all be worth it?
My sacrifice
I will miss myself
The girl I once was
The girl I am leaving behind
What will become of me
I am afraid
Survival
It can be my alibi
For everything I did
How will I live with myself
How will I sleep
Knowing
What I did
What's the point of fighting
When nothing is left in you to fight for.
They say be selfish
They say to not share your academic
To not share knowledge
To not share your weakness
Not even to friends
For you are not smart enough
To discern the true ones
I am afraid
I will loose what we have
Even before it begins
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Is it worth it?
I ask myself
Losing me to achieve something
Something temporal
Something material
Do I want it?
My ambition is screaming inside
But, should I leave my spirit behind
My family
My friends
And everything I hold dear
For some far possibility
That it might happen
That I may succeed
That it may be all worth it
Power
Is a dangerous word
It can crumble you from inside
Leaving you still yearning for it
Still not satiated
Will that moment come
When it will all be worth it?
My sacrifice
I will miss myself
The girl I once was
The girl I am leaving behind
What will become of me
I am afraid
Survival
It can be my alibi
For everything I did
How will I live with myself
How will I sleep
Knowing
What I did
What's the point of fighting
When nothing is left in you to fight for.
They say be selfish
They say to not share your academic
To not share knowledge
To not share your weakness
Not even to friends
For you are not smart enough
To discern the true ones
I am afraid
I will loose what we have
Even before it begins
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The beau, ignorance.
I knew.
That made me a shitty person
If there was anything that made it unbearable and more hard to overcome than anything, it’s the fact that I knew it was going to happen.
It’s a pity we don’t get to un-know stuff.
Like just trash it.
It felt(no, was )wrong.
Like hoarding the girls lavatory or cyber bullying overweight people because it felt right
Or self-hurting so you can feel anything other than this unimaginable sorrow that was slowly drowning you.
If there was anything that was worse than knowledge, it’ll be passivity, more like apathy.
The fact that you didn’t act.
That I didn’t act
This didn’t feel wrong.
It didn’t feel like anything I have ever felt.
Words can’t quantify how it feels.
Probably, nothing will.
I hope nothing does.
Excerpt from my book, For the Lies that Matter
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I knew.
That made me a shitty person
If there was anything that made it unbearable and more hard to overcome than anything, it’s the fact that I knew it was going to happen.
It’s a pity we don’t get to un-know stuff.
Like just trash it.
It felt(no, was )wrong.
Like hoarding the girls lavatory or cyber bullying overweight people because it felt right
Or self-hurting so you can feel anything other than this unimaginable sorrow that was slowly drowning you.
If there was anything that was worse than knowledge, it’ll be passivity, more like apathy.
The fact that you didn’t act.
That I didn’t act
This didn’t feel wrong.
It didn’t feel like anything I have ever felt.
Words can’t quantify how it feels.
Probably, nothing will.
I hope nothing does.
Excerpt from my book, For the Lies that Matter
@whosayegat
#review
#everyone
#excerpts