Stab me in the heart and bury me in my garden.Place sunflowers on my gravestone. They were my grandmom's favorite. Ever since her passing it's been difficult to carry on in this plastic world among masked faces.This silence after separation is deafening. I break the silence by talking to the flowers.
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I still remember when we first met
You were 13 and I was 12
You were moving in to your new house
You were our new neighbors I later learned
That time I came home from school
You were standing at the door carrying a box
You were wearing blue skirts to your knees
You look to me as I stand briefly on the street at the front of our house
You smiled but I creep out inside
Never had a pretty face smiled to me
I wanted to speak and say hello but decided against it and went inside the house instead
Out of fear I say stupid and embarrassed myself
The next day though we became officially friends
You really made the effort to make friends and not me
Through the years we still remain friends
But it's not the same as it used to be
You are now living overseas to fullfil your dreams
While I stay in the country and still looking for myself
You were my first crush and you knew it well
I told it to you the year later we met
I never courted you though because I don't want to ruin our friendship,
And I have a haunch you don't feel the same thing with me
As you keep telling me I was like a younger brother to you as you are an only child
Yeah yeah I kind of understand it all
But still it kinda hurts
Knowing you like someone but the feeling isn't mutual
But we gotta be tough, right?
This isn't the end I know it well
We're both young, a lot could happen
Wether we end up become lovers or maybe not
I only hope our friendship still remains
I hope it'll last forever
This will be all
Hope you don't find it weird
I just misses you so much so here it is
That's all and I wish you are always safe

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I lay on my bed laying all my worries together, 
Drenched in tears wondering why I cry, 
Feeling a rush inside me so powerful, 
Still feeling weak to give it a try, 


I'm so alone in this huge crowd,
In a vibrant rainbow a depressed monochrome, 
I have stayed within four walls my whole life, 
But my mind leaps miles in search for a home. 


I go to the garden with little girls everyday, 
They pick daisies and I pick abandoned wild grass,
I'll ask my known ones to burn them with me when I die, 
So we live as meaningful ashes in a jar of brass. 


I pity the shooting stars for falling so hard, 
And dislike the clouds for having so much hate, 
They could have given the falling stars a hand, 
And helped them from hitting the bottom and kept them safe.


I'm trying to pull these senseless fragments into one, 
Don't know if these fragments are of my thoughts or my heart,
Rather than spending time and energy figuring it out, 
I'll act as the puppet in the show and play my part. 



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Every sin you do in Love is poetry #review

Emptiness

Oh! How I remember those days when I used to read and laugh and cry
Quarrelling and gossiping
Playing and losing
Cooking and serving
my lovelies around
Full of ups and downs
Oh! How lively life used to be

Oh! How come l am here?
With no soul to share
And ears to gossips
No more of age old stories
And no oldies to dictate
Less is there a banter here
Only calm and silence glooms
this tranquil streets and lobbies
of closed shops lined
with haunting strays
men and animals
and lamps going off and on
where empty houses stay
I dread this peaceful city
of beauty uncanned

I loathe my untidy soul for this
For people who yearns for a place like this
For I
Who never know beauty is carried by peace
is unable to comprehend the unknown things like this

Wish I return to the madness of life and life full of lovelies
Wish who genuinely wants it like this replaces me.


#lazypen #review #poetry

Title: We Are Also a Human Being

Running from reality
With the scar of betrayal,
Chasing my shadow
In the darken hall.
I was lost in myself
Blindfolded over my eyes,
To find my lost soul
That was cursed long time.

Those dirty smiles
Of judgemental society,
Blood thirsty eyes
With unspeakable desire,
Unholy thoughts of theirs
Crushed me from inside.
They said I was a mistake
And never heard story of my side.

Is this really our fault to being girl!
So tell me how could change my fate?
You are treating like us object
But what are those feelings.
Is not there any emotions
Within our hearts?
But you know that,
We are also a human being.

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Title: Sorry, you've fallen for the wrong girl.

P.S. : This is just the prologue, for my first book on Wattpad, please tell me if it is good enough.

Female lead's POV:
It was moments like this, the one I'm having right now, which made me wish that the dark of the night and the gentle wind weren't my only company when I cried. It would be nice if I had a true friend by my side, lending me their shoulder to cry and tell me it will be alright, that it wasn't my fault.

Male lead's POV:
I don't remember the last time I visited Rhys. But I needed the distraction right now, to get my mind off of the new curvy Asian girl, yet to be introduced in class. She somehow had my attention since first period.

Maybe looking at the city from the roof would be a good distraction.

Once upstairs, the first thing my eyes landed on was the girl forementioned sitting on the neighbouring roof.

Why did she have to live here of all places?

She was crying, but why?
I watched her silently while a few tears slipped out of her eyes.

By the time she rushed downstairs, two things were certain.
One, she wasn't the one who cried for attention and sympathy, just to show that she isn't okay. She was the one who cried so that she can continue pretending that she is okay.

Two, the attention this girl is getting from me, without even asking for it, is unnerving.

I have an odd impulse,
of losing myself in the crowd.
I believed that's how I found myself,
but then I realised.
I just wanted to be found.
Beyond lust and pleasures,
I have a jubilant admiration,
for this weird ripple of sensitivities,
that can only be triggered by
people so rare.
It's almost angelic.
In a world that survives on each other,
It's only a miracle how I live on my own.
Comprehending pain from people,
Discerning despair.
I was just correlating.
To what it made me,
And what you've become.
I guess,
Its been a trial to see how to be the man,
that I pretend to be.

#wong #review #newuser

#Saramts
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Life went too placid,
Living in the nest of a seaside birch.
Talking with souls drifted in sands,
Drawn in patterns of unforgettable sadness.

There you see, how a moon turns red, how the sky breaks in tears.
Life goes on, crushing hearts that cry in joy.

And I lay mourning death of a firefly.

You are,
Fence of seduction,
Till I vent all my senses
veins pump as it tenses.
Essence of a gentle,
love is moment less.
Time's not a crisis
if we did it like we
meant this.
Don't regret me as
I fill me in your soul.
I wish to be your's,
and not to be
Yet, another expenses.

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Eye to eye, Tip toed on my toes,
With fingers laced, you pull me close,
Worlds collide in silence as our lips touch,
At such moments my thoughts debauch,
Curvey silk is my skin against you hands,
In bedsheets of time, I keep up with your demands,
From the sunrise, till the sky is lit with moons,
The pale bright apartment echoes with moans,
Your Feel melts me down, come carve me with your senses,
How can we stop ourselves to commit such offences?
Skin to skin, heart to heart, eye to eye,
Uff! Your stubble against my thigh!
Let's feel loved while being full of lust,
Mark your territory on my soft round bust,
Let's tonight be drenched in sweat of passion,
Tonight, Teach me how to make love as a lesson...

Razorblade

I saw you walk besides me,
Holding my hand for security.
Taking me to dream lands I haven't been,
Showing me scenes I have never seen.
Then we were apart,
Walking on a razor blade.
Hate and love just went hand in hand.
I hate you; I love you, I repeated again.
But I hated me more than anything I could explain.
You were what I loved,
But never my idol I must admit.
I still love you, but only at my own risk.
For I know you can't be relied on;
For I know you are just a disappointment.
But I still need you here by my side
To hold me, help me, love me like you do, always.

#tm #review #poetry

Oh, and I can assure you,
there is no love between u and I.
We're just drunk to the idea that,
we would have someone to hold,
through out the pain.

#wong #thoughts #review

From my self flies a dissected soul, it all rains around in red. I saw myself naked, in the broken shattered pieces lying like a the broken teeth of a goblin. That stares into my eyes and tells me horrific things, and I know it's me only, my broken self that never can recover from such darkened past. I touched myself, my eyes and it bled tears of forgotten self.

The girl I used to be, the girl I saw once cheering in a lukewarm day, crawling like a baby of earth, now is just a pensive withdrawn insane who scribbles her thoughts when the night grins madly at her.

The psychiatrist said something wrong with me, did he know something is wrong with everyone around and we all...are just moving umbra?

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Her charm

Yours is the most cutest smile,
A girl so simple and docile.
With eyes bluer than Ocean where I'd love to drown,
And a pretty face adorned with hairs reddish-brown,
Prolly one of the finest girls in the town.

Today I'll disclose all the emotions in my heart which ever arose,
You're like a medicine and I being the patient requiring a regular dose.
Words might fall short to describe your hairs gloss,
Thinking of losing u is my life's biggest loss.
U came in my life when I was low,
And filled it with happiness.Won't ever leave u,I vow.

To all my problems there's a single solution,
It's only u bae you're my devotion,inspiration and admiration.
With nothing more to gain and nothing else to lose,
You're with me and only that matters the most,whether I win or lose.

Being in your company,
Makes me forget all my sorrows and agony.
The only thing which I ever craved for,
Finally delighted to have found that true amor.

#review #San #poetry

He loved every pink of her body 💗 #review #cV

The weed made me want to jump through the hotel roof and swim on the floor.
With my half opened red eyes I could see one of my friend watching porn and texting his girlfriend.
My other friend was near the window staring at the city lights.
I walked up to him so I could see what color his eyes were.
He kind of made the saddest face that he could configure which was quite odd for he always looked like an happy emoji.
He spoke , I think I am gay.
The voice felt too empty and void of life. I kind of wish I were gay at that moment.

A year later.
He called me and we talked about an hour about his new girlfriend whom he met in a concert.


(Its true story though)



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A fire burns and eats the dead, smitten by the touch of death, leaving them pale, all completely sucked by the ending...to a life decayed by miseries and hatred. The war has ended, the war has wiped off people who tried to know how waves always leave back corals.
I saw a naked mother half burnt, and her little child staring at her dead glass eyes, trying to wake her from a sleep far far better than a crumbling mortality.
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Look at the simplicity of those eyes..,
It looking at us again and again in an attempt to avoid us..

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There are certain ghosts who aren't apparitions of dead people, yet they are as much as the compacted night darkness in a forest. Have you ever seen the thick grounds, sunk with rotten skeletons of black leaves, and an invisible wall slandered around of a scent that consume your whole mind, let you be it's plaything. Such forests though exist, but are actually running in the minds of us, their leaves being memories that we try to leave behind, their scent being fainted pasts that keep on scoring a sad tone. And there are these ghosts, who can suck out all your drive to do something, to just take away your inside soul and make you like them, a faceless man.

Have you found out if you're the ghost, or you're the faceless?

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Give me

Give me a broken heart
and I will fix it;
give me a soul apart
and I will reunite.

Give me a tear in your hand
and I will take it;
give me a breath, just one,
and I will keep it.

Give me, all you, your pretty smile,
and I will love it.

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