I thought we survived
but you drenched me in your drama.
I thought we loved each other
but i was illusioned by your forgery.
I thought I was your everything
but you made me realise i was worth nothing.
I thought I was falling for you
but it was the poison you poured into my mind
I thought you were my knight in shining armour
but you turned out to be nightmare of my dreams.
#review#everyone

𝑨𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒅𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒊𝒕 𝒔𝒆𝒆𝒎𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆
𝑾𝒆𝒆𝒌𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒉𝒂𝒔 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒔𝒊𝒑𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒅,
𝑾𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒔 𝒊𝒕𝒔 𝒄𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒂𝒕, 𝒊𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒑 𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒔𝒆. 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒇𝒂𝒕𝒂𝒍.
𝑻𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒊𝒕𝒔 𝒅𝒆𝒋𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏 𝒇𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒘𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒔.

𝑨𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒎𝒂𝒍 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆 , 𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒅𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒕𝒊𝒗𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇.

𝑱𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒃𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒌𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒕𝒐 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒑 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅𝒚 𝒃𝒚 𝒅𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒅𝒐.

𝑨 𝒔𝒎𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒑 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒐𝒕𝒊𝒗𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓,
𝑻𝒐 𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒑 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒐 𝒇𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒔𝒊𝒕𝒖𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏.

𝑾𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒑𝒓𝒂𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒑𝒂𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒂𝒕𝒎𝒐𝒔𝒑𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒐𝒐𝒏.


#review #quote #AG

I'm hooked to this journey , but there is distraction that swam like bees . Sometimes I take that three seconds decision to take ownership of me .

There's tinger of whispers that is playing in my head take a rest , come on relax it's under control . Hmm zoom ahead hours are wasted with a stearo regret .

I have been disappointed to some people because , my work eithics is terrible . It's needs to be worked upon.
#review

We chose to be fools,
didn't we love?
We've broken our hearts, countless times.
We've carried the lies, under our hearts.
And as they build, they're killing us.

#poetry #G #yourreview

Have I told you about halima my roomate
More to the point about her Friday rituals
How she dabs her pointy nose not less than twice after she's done beating her face
Her eyelids lined like a sicKle, a farmer would be envious
The gleaming red she paints her lips with.
That she struts out and comes back when the day ends with a knowing smirk on her face
Do you know how often I got stopped ,she beams with pride she can barely cocnceal.
With widened eyes she parrots,"Too many to count"
Then comes her cackling .
Is it jealousy, is it hatred, that I put crushed werepe into her powder
I just want her to dance a little next friday.

*werepe- velevet beans (it itches whoever its used on)

#poetry #review

#review

I listened and obeyed them,
But I was lost ,
I listened to them,
But I was never heard,
Then one day in I left,
Then I found myself.

Christopher Paxton.
Warsaw. Poland.
English is not my first language.
Review is appreciated. Thanks.

They've labelled me "heartless"
But i say it's your fault
To make you my princess
In the darkness of your cold storage vault
You've labelled my heart "priceless".

#poetry #review

Trust

For thousands of years they talked,
They lived happily,
They loved,
Then one day he lied,
Then she was never the same.
He searched for her,
Years and years,
But never found,
And he may never will.
#review #poem #poland #contemporary #stanza

Brain wander fecklessly which demur every action reaction to why, what, when, where..
Don't bother to cite someone,it has many things to remember.
It got epithet as apathy where he refute heart's feelings.
The heart has feelings which can't be encapsulate(few words) where as the brain has meticulous things which can't be encapsulate(envelope)
They both (heart and brain) have a abut of feelings and thoughts.
In the imminent duel between them we may haemorrhaging the soul.
#IG #randomPiece #review

The things, I tried running away from,
Why I have grown a liking towards them???

Those smell of courtyard, and those windows of the room
That time it felt like clenching me from inside
But Why am I remembering them today???

The place where we had to forcefully lived ,
Those urges of travelling with friends,
And that haul from mum for going out,
Heaven was felt outside, while I was trapped in hell
The same heaven now eats me up every time
And that care in moms scold, why are they being missed today???

When even a single word from others was felt like piercing my ears,
Always claiming others wrong and proving myself right,
And then those words used to become complaints or pun with friends,
Why those complaints are becoming my own regrets now???
And Why that every word is ringing again in my ears ???
Why am I missing those words today ???

Wasn’t aware of the cruelty of the world then,
And always used to think of running away from the home,
Always used to curse myself upon gazing outsiders,
And those lonely smiles for the dreamy future,
Why those smiles now seems to be lost somewhere???
And why that every footstep now scares me???

The mother’s lap from which I had got tired of
Now, I am craving for her lap again today,
The things, I tried running away from,
I have grown a liking towards them again today…
#poetry #review #brokenemotions563

Lost in the sea of conformity I row my boat with the waves
Drafts tugging at me to change my ways
Hands held me from drowning but won't set me free
The masts break from struggle leaving me lonely
Drifting across without help I found a help in a friend
Like an island in the sea, harbouring me, letting me land
Change wasn't necessary to survive here with thee
So I abandoned the vast world to live on this island free

#tm #review #poetry

Need to live with covid 19

There won't be any handshakes, no hugs, no social gatherings, always maintaining distance from other person. Coming from grocery shopping feels like war. No one to share feelings with. No friends get together. If you are going to other city you have to be quarantined for 14 days before meeting somebody.

#review #JustAThought #asha

In this world of cruelty,
The only thing I see is your love,
Though this world doesn't accept me,
You are the only one who take care of me,
I keep loosing the hope of facing this world,
But the ray that gives me hope of living is your trust over me..
#review

Why so fast?





Why I need to run?
Why not to feel every moment fully?
I am running since I don't remember when, how, why......
Running for a good school admission...
Running for friends...
Running for good grades....

In this whole running process...
Why I forgot to feel these moments of life... I was so busy in running that i forgot why I started running ......

Again I am running for.... a college.....
Running for a job.......
Running in the competition....
Running for good house....

In fact I am running for a partner whom with I wanna spend my whole life..... after all this when I realised that he isn't the one then again running from him..... before was running for him and now from him........
Half of my life spend in running then I realised I didn't enjoyed it fully even I couldn't feel it in real....what I was doing?

Hold on..... life.....
Hold on...myself....
Let me feel myself...where I am ...what I am doing...why i am doing.... is it even worth doing what I am doing.....
Let me feel every moment fully.....
Let me myself... let me feel my inner soul.................. let me forget all the runnings I do........
Let me feel myself fully .....
#review #everyone #mydiary #prati

n u m b

i’ve seen a grey rainbow floating on the green blue belt of landscape on a rainy day,
i’ve seen faces carved out of the mountain, each with different emotion, each with different stories
i’ve felt the feeling of that lush green leaf burning under the hot sun
i’ve felt the texture of angular pebbles under my palm sitting on the ground
i’ve felt the oneness of the particle nature of everything around me
i’ve been through the memory lanes and details of past which i couldn’t remember when i wanted to
i’ve cried out on imagining a distant ship smoke on the horizon
and my lips moved but you couldn’t hear what i was saying
I couldn't explain and you didn’t understand
and now I feel I have become numb, comfortably numb

(p.s- blended a bit with comfortably numb by pink floyd at the end)

#sagr
#everyone
#review

I'm a painting that doesn't fit in your frames.

A miscoloured rainbow the sun can't bind.

I terrify you, don't I?

Author's not: there or there might not be continuation to it, how do you precieve the concept?

#review #everyone #Noob #prose

Mental slaves

Yesh , yeh I am having hallucinations.
Let's now have some communication .
To west stations to east stations.
It's like a military operation .
They brainwash you by their silly education.
So it's a war of information.
You are slave like it's their implications.
It's happening in every station.
Corruption and their organisation.
Let's do some foundation.
Yesh , it's a innovation .
Let's fill the applications for revolution.

#review #new
#rap #hiphop

Celebrating her Day!

She let him make a choice for her from some
He admired her happiness and made one
To celebrate and be loved for her was the day
He should've let her choose the way of his day

There were turn of events he didn't like
But he witnessed within her the real pride
The color of baloons and her dress rhymed
It was 1st time he showed care without taking any time.

#poetry #story
#VY
#everyone
#review

Though they make love their life,
But after sometime they destroy it themselves,
Though they make too many promises,
But for sometimes either they destroy their love or themselves..
#review #brokenemotions

Am new here, writing makes me feel good. I want to be more efficient in this. In a wish to get help...

#micropoetry
I feel like expectations do hurt,
Be it in love, hate or flirt,
Be it finding peace at a place full of others,
Or finding someone own in a desert...
#review #B

knew, one day
you would be lost
in your world,
still would reveal
a soul,
through the ages
passed,
would wait for you..
#quote #review #everyone