Pain
There is nothing you can do about pain. It demands to be felt. Worrying only makes you feel much worse. You are wrong if you think that being loved by someone can heal all your pain. You just think that love makes you feel better. Many reasons cause you pain and the first one is trust. You trust someone blindly and they end up hurting you. The pain you feel after the person who meant a lot to you betrays you is the worst. It can be anyone your best friend, your lover or anyone. The pain of being alone disheartens the most and the worst part is when you know there is nothing you can do about it. What you have to do is to keep one thing in mind that 'you are enough' for yourself you don't need anyone to go through the darkest days of your life. It will help you love yourself more and not feel the pain of lossing someone who didn't deserved you. And lastly, stop thinking that love is the only thing that can heal your pain..
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I cried with them
Even i shared the felicity behind it.
I smiled with them
Also shared the pain behind it.

I tried to understand their state
Also attempted to harbor the anguish.
Commencing from imparting back up to stick up for them..
I did everything..

But Do you know why?
Because i went through all these all alone & can't wish same for them...

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I adore those new cuts given by others
Such like they're beautiful flowers.

Flowers which resembled with spines
Ohh so long,sharp and they shine.
Everytime i start to heal these
New cuts start to arise.
Some heal over time,some are not.
They leave a scar for me and why not. They also love me and adore me
Just like i did it first,
I always thought it is the last...

But no....
They came one after one in line
And i afford them just fine.

My body became the canvas of it.
So beautiful
But for you it'll misfit.

They are all mine....
And i surprised myself everytime.... By- Vodka Lips

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As a doctor, We deal with life and death every minute. If that person will live or die simply depends upon a mere step.
I see death everyday. The crying, the sobbing or the anger of their relatives. It isn't new for me. It never impacts me
But that case totally stirred my entity.

My head appointed me to the case of a 10years old boy whose kidneys were removed. I went to his room and checked his nerves. It was slow so I immediately started my treatment
Several days passed away but his health condition was deteriorating. His body wasn't responding to the medicines..But I was still trying. During his regular check ups he talked with me. Only me and no one else.. The reason I don't know.

One day he told me that he was an orphan. To fed his stomach he sells roses. Due to high fever he suddenly fainted one day and he was hospitalized by a man who promised to cure him.
From his talk I deducted that man was the doctor who removed his kidney.
I had a busy schedule & time was running out. So I advised him to take rest.I was inching towards the doors & suddenly his voice rang out_
"Sis never discriminate between poor & rich.
Treat them evenly. You're a good doctor. If I've the opportunity, then I'll love to be a doctor like you."

Suddenly that IV machine was beeping loudly. Our medical team rushed to the spot. But all our efforts were lost. His last breath was gone.
As a doctor this moment is the most feared, most helpless one - When the patient dies in front of your eyes.
How some greedy doctors play with innocent lives just for money? I'll never know.

But that incident was still alive in my memory. Those words still hunt me in my sleep.
I often wonder....after knowing what that doctor did to him ; If that boy still loves to be a doctor ?

By- Vodka Lips

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I Let You Go

I should have known better
That it'll happen sooner or later
The longer i run my heartbeat will rise
But when that run was for you,
It'll slowly demise.

My life came like a drew
And will disappear like drew
But that doesn't erase what happened,
Surely that doesn't make the memories fade.

You were there for me,
My rock bottom during the waves,
My buoy in the ocean,
The ocean of my endless suffering.
You were my anchor, all of sudden you
weren't

You left me there, abandoned me
Like I was a stray dog, you fed because of pity.

My scream & my agonies
my ires & my surrows
Noone heard them
Because it was loud but silent
It was enormous but invisible.

Sleep wasn't sleep anymore
It was escape from the harsh truth you taught me.

All i wanted is to disappear, without a word
To become my own mystery
Here one minute, gone the next.

Yes, nothing is how it used to be
But I'm still here, stronger than before
Because I tethered myself with me
And I can't thank God enough for this

I let you go,
I watched you walk away from me.
I used to be the one who walk away
But I got to watch you leave.

Got to experience how you felt at those times ,
As you walked away from me.
Step by step, the distance was growing.

I desperately wanted to cling to you
But no, I let you go
It was hardest thing to do,
But nothing felt right more than ever...

By- Vodka Lips

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I have gone and seen it all
Around the world,
there wasn't any difference
Some asked my time,
some were fascinated with my face,
some demanded my loyalty but
none wanted my pains, my sorrows
besides you

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Your voice.

In this quarantine,
Heard something divine.

Being locked in two sheets of pages,
You set my soul free after ages.

Craving for you to engage,
May my words precisely amaze.

I read, whatever you said,
Desire to be in your head.
We can talk everything in thread,
But I wanna hear you before going to bed.

When you say something, I portray,
Will you mind if I lay,
Little longer in your way,
Talking to you makes my day.

A baby face; a childish voice,
So confidently you make your choice,
I stopped everything that'd have made noice,
Your voice, filled me with rejoice.

Don't know how to make you smile,
Will you confess, if I maintain a file,
Reasons of your giggle, I'll compile,
Will you bless my ears every once in a while?

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Sometimes stories don't let me sleep.
Sometimes I have to wake them up.
From brightest day to the darkest night,
Sometimes I clutch on them or they hold me up.

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A Glint Of Hope

I see butterflies above the dead
and beauty in dry deserts.
I see the glow in the thunder,
and the pretty silver lining of grey clouds.
I see wild plants growing in abandoned soils
and in the cracks on abandoned walls.
I see hope in empty minds
and I see hope in broken hearts.
I see a beautiful moon even with the dark spots,
I see a bright sun even with the sun spots.
I believe in the marvelous universe,
even if it has black holes.
I believe in the world even with the news of a bad uproar.
I see hope in empty minds ,
and I see hope in broken hearts.
And I believe in the light,
Though it's dark right now.
There is no white without black,
There is no perfection without flaws,
There is no light without dark,
And there is no life without hope.

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a life full of disappointment


with these clocks hung
and time remain
i don't know i'd really live again
a life full of disappointment

with these pens in hand
and a page blank
I don't know if i'd write again
a life full of disappointment

with these words in head
and a hum in heart
to speak, the lips won't go apart
a life of disappointment

in the mud so still
and a wrist broke
i've reached the end of tunnel of hope
with a life full of disappointment


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Two strangers
exchanging thoughts
In the midst of the night,
Hidden in the dark
But beauty strikes
blind to the eyes.
Taking them far away
from their sad worlds
and bringing them together,
in an unbelievable void.
With pink skies,
and rose gardens,
In love , in love, and in love...
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Dark forces taking over the fortress of love;
The pure hearted love now hiding in an alcove;
Mindless abyss, the world now in tow;
I wonder who the hell started the row;

And then the dark knight comes with more seeds to sow;
I shudder at the prospect of having to show ;
The skeletons of my closet now on my brow;
Still the light kindles in the heart, though slow;

I am hopeful that I will fight off the dreaded foe!

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No disease
holds the list.

The list can
Manifest
through disease.

Be at ease
Don't panic.

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Ambedkarism vs brahminism

Annihilation of caste,
Violation of brahmin law,
Riddles in Hinduism,
Let me show you some wisdom,
Who were shudras,
People love rudra,
What Gandhi and congress have done to the untouchable,
No you are not capable,
The problem of the rupee,
Can we use that for free? We need that,
Buddha or Karl marx,
Oh there you are let's make them leftist,
Buddha and his dhamma,
Let's make a powerful sangha,
Who made the constitution,
This is not your institution,

We need manusmriti.

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Diseases do move round,
with no glue they slide and pass.
It is destiny that makes them stick,
to those that fall sick.

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Truly, I wonder deeply.
What concerning you this piece should tell?
I itch to tell a story.
But I'm afraid I cannot foretell the response it might elicit.
So, forgive me if it is one of sadness.

It was only a few hours before you became a bundle of Joy in warm blankets under the scrutiny of peering eyes.

This is where it shall begin; your story;
A story that almost never became yours
until a few hours later.
And so, without further ado,
I shall begin this story from before:


"INFINITE NOTHINGNESS."

This is how I know to describe your state as a nonentity. It is also an interpretation
of the above display of excess White Space which pales in comparison to the endlessness of what you once were. "INFINITE NOTHINGNESS."

You knew not Joy nor deep sadness.
You knew not love nor hatred.
You knew not the intricacies of the human existence.

Your chance at an eternity of stillness was taken away from you on this very day.
And since that moment of realization, you have pondered day after day, night after night, the same question Alaska Young pondered upon:

HOW DO I ESCAPE
THIS LABYRINTH OF SUFFERING?

You don't until you don't.
Enjoy the ride until the rusty wheels come off.

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I wanna see you smiling
Day when I am dying


Please come closer to my bed
And Kiss me on my forehead


Then I'll slowly close my eyes
Seeing you I will rest in paradise


I will not able to touch you
But I promise I'll always see you


As star I'll always shining
Don't cry I am just dying


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Nights seem to have it's own control over me,
it scares me sometimes,
what if it takes me in its arms forever
and refuses to let go.
It's embrace feeling like darkness choking me
to dead and to a deadly realm.

As I close the CURTAINS of my room,
I feel myself coming back to the
dark lord's world, yet once again to
face the real virtuality of my dying self.

With no way out, I switch off the LIGHTS,
I feel it now, I feel it now,
like how in magical web series,
they could feel the strong magic power within,
I feel myself getting CLOSE to,
what now seems the end.

I REMEMBER how every night this happens,
how I feel I won't wake up the next morning,
but I do, wet with sweat,
and heavy breaths,
my body aching and my soul paining,
wishing the day never ends,
and the WARM sunlight never disappears.

With no real choice left,
I lay on my bed,
Sleep deprived yet needing some real sleep,
I try to keep my eyes open, but they go shut anyways,
FEAR creeping in, "Not Again".
I fall into the darkness again,
This time, I don't know if I'll wake up back,
Again...



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Hey,
You're that world ,right?
Who always cried ...
But I can see your face
Which seems to be happy these days
Tell me the rate
You gave for this date.
Dear ,
There is not any rate
That I have paid for this date
This smile needs faith
Not in others but the inner faith
Give yourself a chance to Fly in your space
You'll get this happiness within some days .



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Can you be my best thing?
Can you be my hope?
Can you be my sorrowful fate?
Can you be my star crossed love?

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