That day he didn't eat anything except breakfast. He kept lying on his bed and thought about every element of the dream. He was sure that he had seen that exact visual somewhere else but he doesn't remember them. "I am going through a deja vu" he inquired himself. He got exhausted after a while and fell into sleep

No….. "Where I am going?"…..(light flashes)..."So this is a black hole ". "If this is what I think this is then why am I not dead"…..He arose jumping out of bed. That dream occurred to him again. But it had begun to frighten him. The same thing he adored a day back, now he was terrified by it

What is this dream of mine?…

Is it real?……

He asked himself. What he didn't know was that he was going to get his answers soon enough
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This is just the sample of the first chapter
I need to expand the story to a 10-15 page first chapter

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Words of wisdom, words of truth
Two despicable minds of a youth
By the power vested in me
Post transgression dawned on me
So impeccable, so divine
My life in your hands you’ll redefine
Must be dreaming if you were mine
Clarified expressions slow the mind
Hope for love and hope for life
Draw your sword or throw your knife
Murder went silent like the 'K' in knife
Life is too short, lend me your heels
We could exchange for a million meals
Too much for clout for a million views
People you don’t even know with million hues
Peace and love flow through my mind
Separate myself from relentless fools
Sip on my wine and enjoying views
Music on my mind is jazz and blues
Swimming in the alcohol intoxicated cruise
Left your mark up in my mind
The past is not the present I can’t look behind


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Once again I call on you and you don’t answer
Once again I long for your touch but you’re nowhere closer
I have no choice but to appreciate our every moment
Was never upright but you guided me with my every movement
I write this with tears in my eyes I cannot hold back
From my scarred heart I spill out my words,for you left a mark
Stone hearted warrior I was but my heart you did crack
I cannot be lost cause you taught me these ways
Wish they knew what I hold back don’t know how this weighs
Blood of my blood, soul up bringer
Giver of life you’ve made my heart linger
I try to forget this pain but my heart grows fonder
Lord give me strength and wisdom
I know you’re in a better place
You left my space
Your space I can’t replace
What a huge void!!
Second year and you’re still not here to celebrate with me
I still thank God for life and give him all the glory



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SUMMER'S SUN AND THE MEMORY'S

Below the densest clouds
My old memories
Waiting outside in the
Hot afternoon sun
For the white night.

Sweat all over me
The body trembles
By a touch of
The heat of summer sun.

Summer is real like a dream
So astonishing near
Having cool winds
Gently envelopes the memory's
Of having you beside me.

Missing those day's
Are the hardest
Bringing back all the memories.

I love summer,
I love it's cold, breezy weather
Sometimes cloud covering sun.
The bright colours added more
Flavour than before.

Playing on sand
Building home
Before the wave crash in.
Sleeping in grass.

Swimming on the beach
Beaches Shinning with golden sand
Like to stride on sea shore
and I fell in love.

Suffering on identify and
Using such great chance to hold you
The beautiful blue ocean
With the heat of summer sun.
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It was the midnight of the june, the gloomy sky with no moon, cluster of stars were trying to shimmer but amber like lamp was the best from my room.

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I had a short kind of horror idea a clown funeral and the wife is sitting there crying with the friends and family and then they hear it. pop goes the weasel playing so faintly they can barely hear it. the pastor drones on as the song gets louder and louder as the pastor speaks and everyone begins to look at each other confused till it clearly audible and the pastor has to speak loudly over it till...it suddenly stops before it finishes again. and the pastor asks everyone to bow their head to pray. just as he says the the pop goes the weasel finishes loudly and the coffin explodes open spraying everyone with a mixture of confetti and gore. it time skips to the office where the funeral director is apologizing profusely saying he isn't sure how this happened and the wife finds a gore stained note in her purse.

I KNOW IT WAS YOU
I KNOW YOU DID IT FOR MY MONEY
I know they will never prove it
I KNOW YOU WERE SLEEPING WITH OUR NEIGHBOR SCOTT
I HOPE YOU CHOKE ON IT
I HAVE SOMETHING ELSE YOU CAN CHOKE ON OPEN THE BOX
INSIDE IS A MIDDLE FINGER
the wife begins to sob hysterically

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Stars and scars

Looking into the dark night skies
My heart said
I am not too less darker then you

The only difference is
You at least have the brightest stars
Unlike me who has even more darker scars.

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I rushed down stairs. The wild energy around her was affecting me.
Not only affecting me but turning me into the perfect dumbass.
So I thought its good idea if I catch up with my buddy before a vapourising.

Reaching on the last step, I looked up at the direction of my room.

One second... What she is doing in my room? Rubbing the temple of my head, I dismiss all the cascading thoughts and marched towards the kitchen.

"Oww, Holy hell"  One second I was marching with my head held high and now I was embracing the pavement.

Wow just great. I haven't been this lucky in my whole life.

And suddenly I was showered with the God's grace.
And I don't think I like it.

"Sir...what are you doing on the floor" A very confused Lola, inquired with the bucket that she just emptied on me

"I'm kissing the floor, Lola" I replied politely, well my system is shaken now, especially the one which is responsible for my emotions and feelings.

"How did you fell ?" Vivek asked in very concerned voice, rushing to me.

"No Vivek sir he is not fallen, he is just kissing the floor" Lola beamed from somewhere and I didn't even had energy to facepalm.

" And why you are wet?" He inquired

" Ohh wow he talks " My lips formed in knowing smile, well it's more like a grin.
Actually I was just taunting him.
for turning my life upside down. A if it wasn't already.
"Yeah sir he talks very much and politely" She beamed again from somewhere and I couldn't do anything more than sighing

"Why you are wet? " Vivek asked again ignoring  Lola.
He is really good in ignoring people.
"It's God's grace in liquid form" I murmured, sinking my body in floor.

"No sir I just dropped water on him that I was using for cleaning" Stupid woman chirped again, it's better if she murders herself because I will do it brutally and she won't like it, I don't even need to say how ruthless I'm, That idiot doesn't know when to use her mouth and mind, but I'm not even sure if she has mind.


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A madman’s love story

I’m waiting for you

all I possess is a mirage of you

I became an artist, with brush strokes of my mind

I laid your colours on the canvas of my imagination

I traced the borders of your face, the curves of your chin

the thin lines of your long hair,

I stumbled with a thought of your lips,

if only I had the courage to fall in love, I would have had the whole you

I remained with an incomplete you

I became a composer, with bursting melodies of your unfelt grace

the tunes crack midway, the beats scream away

I’m left with an unfinished symphony of you

if only I surrendered to the riotous river of love, I would have met you at the shore

I failed as an artist and composer so I am left to dimly imagine

I can only imagine what your favourite colour would be

maybe a light turquoise, the colour of gemstones, a colour of passion and love

or green because you’re all freshness my darling

the nights bring forth beaming stars from the distant

piercing through the thick darkness they cheer up every human soul

I can’t see but feel your dark-defeating glare from afar

why do I sense your proximity? you’re getting closer

like positive and negative particles, our fate lies in our unity

I’m a madman madly in love with the invisible you___________________________

a cripple of a mind is one which fails to imagine

when I can no longer sense your fragrance carried by the wind

or when I lay bare without a shred of witness to your being

I scream aloud wishing that you could hear me and come closer

without imagination and love, I am a cripple and dull

my only source of solace is hope,

I hope to once feel the tug of your presence,

hope can see the light; it alone is not enough to come near the light

I’m missing courage, a pivot in the endeavour for love

I’ll go out in the streets chanting your unknown name till dark

I’ll jump from my shell to the lowest shell just to be near you, my beautiful proton

if love needs courage, I will love you courageously

till then I’ll hold on to your unworn shoes

I’ll knit a scarf with a colour of light turquoise

for courage without hope is empty

and often hope is all I have, I am a madman.

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It's not like that,
she wanted me that
is why she used to
of calling me...

It's more than of
there are a lot of
reasons of
our separation...

that time she took me in her own way
after that she realised her mistakes
but it was so late
There are no hope anyway...

now she feels regret...
But it's not like that
there were only her mistakes
i too gave her so many reasons...

i too made so many mistakes...
but she left me that
time when i needed
her so much...

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Did I said you?
That I love you.

Will we meet again?
To handle all the pain.

Is it a best time?
To make you my rhyme.

Will you be my wife?
For all times of life.

Did you dreaming yesterday at nine?
Because you came to dreams of mine.

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12AM

When I received a notification my heart start jumping in happiness but it was a spam message.Yes today is my birthday. I'm not a birthday celebrating guy but as per law of nature I'm also human.A tiny part of heart is eagerly waiting for a single wish though its not a big thing but some expectation is there that atleast one will be awake only to wish me.I don't expect them to dedicate song like see you again but a wish will make my wandering heart happy. Birthday is the only day that make 12am very special or even worse.My hope was very strong cause I'm waiting till 1am and then it became 2am atlast it was 3am and I'm still waiting for peoples to wish me at 12am.But now the Difficult part is convincing my heart that you didn't get any wish because of network issue not because you are not important to them.I hope time will change people atleast in the next year either people wish me at 12am or I should accept the reality.
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"MANDI"

We sweat, we fail.
A farmer’s Story

Inspired by Yashowardhan Mishra
Date: 10/1/2020
 
This poem realistically showcased the problems faced by the farmers at every point of time and eventually made them to end their lives.


Trenchant Sun and Dust, sometimes scurry rain,
Comes and goes, in vain.
He and upshot yield, uphold!
Nevertheless, the decision still bold.
 
Happy half wife, crown of his tribe,
Grant the sweat, and courage the effort to ripe.
Blood spilled, got scars, working on the ground,
Eventually simper, and please the crop around.
 
Tiny scion, born few years ago,
Tried hard, made hands in Dirt to go.
Last day, he rewarded to accompanied like trade folk,
To witness the abundance of pay-off.
 
Pleaded he, for elbow-grease,
Unaided farmer, destined to cease.
He doesn’t do math, his mistake,
Debt heavy and survival were at stake.
 
Marketplace urged him to pay,
For the possession he lay.
He amused and hilariously crying’
Is this my pay-off, why was I trying?
 
Tiny scion, he was still lost,
He doesn’t do math either, but sense the hoax to level worst.
Lost! whatever they out-turn
Tears and grief in glut, they won!
 
Rakhi Verma


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When some happenings strikes your heart
You want it vanished but still you can't abort

When some misdeed disturbs your peace
When some strangers bounce back at ease

When you don't wanna have that feeling
Once you had and now it has no meaning

When words were a lot to you
When people made you feel true

When life was full of stars
And suddenly drowned deep into scars

The incidents are now just a past
They are gone but memories won't last

When pain leaves a trace
When fake smiles becomes intro to your race

Just walk ahead my friend dont stumble
Speak it out, Be loud, dont mumble

Rise it higher than ever,
What you need to do is move a step closer

~ vishal

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“By all means marry. If you get a good wife you will become happy, and if you get a bad one you will become a philosopher.” - Socrates

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Ecstasy

Shooting it straight up her clampy skin,
A façade awning her face,
She can’t remember her lost innocence.
She knew no one could hurt her, but her,
And she tears up, not from agony,
but her longing, and ache for more.
Cackling inside her, the fire
Mocks her thirst, her desire.
She gurgles, embracing every inch of her black tar soul,
With fainting beats of her cocaine heart.
She slips, turns blue,
And then,
Out of the blue, into the black.

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I'm an abnoxious witch,
Who very well know how to brew.
Though I'm sitting in peace
Just like the drop of dew.


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Pain
There is nothing you can do about pain. It demands to be felt. Worrying only makes you feel much worse. You are wrong if you think that being loved by someone can heal all your pain. You just think that love makes you feel better. Many reasons cause you pain and the first one is trust. You trust someone blindly and they end up hurting you. The pain you feel after the person who meant a lot to you betrays you is the worst. It can be anyone your best friend, your lover or anyone. The pain of being alone disheartens the most and the worst part is when you know there is nothing you can do about it. What you have to do is to keep one thing in mind that 'you are enough' for yourself you don't need anyone to go through the darkest days of your life. It will help you love yourself more and not feel the pain of lossing someone who didn't deserved you. And lastly, stop thinking that love is the only thing that can heal your pain..
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I cried with them
Even i shared the felicity behind it.
I smiled with them
Also shared the pain behind it.

I tried to understand their state
Also attempted to harbor the anguish.
Commencing from imparting back up to stick up for them..
I did everything..

But Do you know why?
Because i went through all these all alone & can't wish same for them...

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I adore those new cuts given by others
Such like they're beautiful flowers.

Flowers which resembled with spines
Ohh so long,sharp and they shine.
Everytime i start to heal these
New cuts start to arise.
Some heal over time,some are not.
They leave a scar for me and why not. They also love me and adore me
Just like i did it first,
I always thought it is the last...

But no....
They came one after one in line
And i afford them just fine.

My body became the canvas of it.
So beautiful
But for you it'll misfit.

They are all mine....
And i surprised myself everytime.... By- Vodka Lips

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As a doctor, We deal with life and death every minute. If that person will live or die simply depends upon a mere step.
I see death everyday. The crying, the sobbing or the anger of their relatives. It isn't new for me. It never impacts me
But that case totally stirred my entity.

My head appointed me to the case of a 10years old boy whose kidneys were removed. I went to his room and checked his nerves. It was slow so I immediately started my treatment
Several days passed away but his health condition was deteriorating. His body wasn't responding to the medicines..But I was still trying. During his regular check ups he talked with me. Only me and no one else.. The reason I don't know.

One day he told me that he was an orphan. To fed his stomach he sells roses. Due to high fever he suddenly fainted one day and he was hospitalized by a man who promised to cure him.
From his talk I deducted that man was the doctor who removed his kidney.
I had a busy schedule & time was running out. So I advised him to take rest.I was inching towards the doors & suddenly his voice rang out_
"Sis never discriminate between poor & rich.
Treat them evenly. You're a good doctor. If I've the opportunity, then I'll love to be a doctor like you."

Suddenly that IV machine was beeping loudly. Our medical team rushed to the spot. But all our efforts were lost. His last breath was gone.
As a doctor this moment is the most feared, most helpless one - When the patient dies in front of your eyes.
How some greedy doctors play with innocent lives just for money? I'll never know.

But that incident was still alive in my memory. Those words still hunt me in my sleep.
I often wonder....after knowing what that doctor did to him ; If that boy still loves to be a doctor ?

By- Vodka Lips

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