"The Suicidal"
Waking up in the morning to have numb heart,
Living in this world with empty life had
Made my mind to cry without tears.
Trying hard to be a "shine" before the light gets depressed on the path but
Being the person who cannot sense was the difficult part,
There was those days where I found this true self but
Was swallowed by my demon called selfishness,
He was too strong I tried, I tried to stop him but
Ended up hurting with blood and scars then
I found myself with selflove where
I failed to have faith and trust,
Was moving on walking towards the sky ,
A big sad stone fell on my mind but the wound dried...
I was too tired and sick even I was strong ,
made me think heaven is my wrong place to live ..
Finally,I shall find my soul of happiness
With karma returning to burn itself..
"Life has nothing to loose when you have something shine before you leave"
#review
@druggy08
Waking up in the morning to have numb heart,
Living in this world with empty life had
Made my mind to cry without tears.
Trying hard to be a "shine" before the light gets depressed on the path but
Being the person who cannot sense was the difficult part,
There was those days where I found this true self but
Was swallowed by my demon called selfishness,
He was too strong I tried, I tried to stop him but
Ended up hurting with blood and scars then
I found myself with selflove where
I failed to have faith and trust,
Was moving on walking towards the sky ,
A big sad stone fell on my mind but the wound dried...
I was too tired and sick even I was strong ,
made me think heaven is my wrong place to live ..
Finally,I shall find my soul of happiness
With karma returning to burn itself..
"Life has nothing to loose when you have something shine before you leave"
#review
@druggy08
"The Dream"
This dream wasn't about being rich ,
This dream isn't about living with a bitch,
It was all about suffering the painful life,
It is all about fighting things without a knife..
I was afraid that my heart is gonna proceed ,
I am afraid that my eyes are gonna bleed,
Thinking crazy will never bring me any food,
Being crazy doesn't make me any good
These sadness itch I was going through my mind,
These sadness which I had to leave behind,
And stop blaming myself for being on the dark path,
Start caring myself to walk in this blood bath
"Life is a hard hit that will always knock you out ,it's left to your heart to raise or give up"
@druggy08
#review
This dream wasn't about being rich ,
This dream isn't about living with a bitch,
It was all about suffering the painful life,
It is all about fighting things without a knife..
I was afraid that my heart is gonna proceed ,
I am afraid that my eyes are gonna bleed,
Thinking crazy will never bring me any food,
Being crazy doesn't make me any good
These sadness itch I was going through my mind,
These sadness which I had to leave behind,
And stop blaming myself for being on the dark path,
Start caring myself to walk in this blood bath
"Life is a hard hit that will always knock you out ,it's left to your heart to raise or give up"
@druggy08
#review
You may walk
Without having to walk
Because you will not be told
If ever you will grow old
Its short but plz #Review
Without having to walk
Because you will not be told
If ever you will grow old
Its short but plz #Review
Unsaid Truth
All what you said to me is true,
You love me more than i love you,
I just don't get those words to explain it to you,
If i was a girl i might be a prostitute.
I approached you as a pervert,
I'm just my lust's servent,
I whispered sweet words in your ears,
To make you believe that i'm the one.
The desires i was caging within me,
Were craving like a beast and killing me,
Then i used you as a tool to finish it,
Are you feeling me?
Yes i didn't love you, the time you loved me,
and when i loved, it's too late 'cause you ain't hungry,
And now i'm sitting lonely,
Writing poetry for my *one and only*
I know i made you cry,
But i swear that i cried too,
I couldn't fix our life,
But i swear that i tried to.
And now when i know *who am i* i believe,
i better leave this place, it ain't for me,
I need to be stronger 'cause i know,
One day i'll have to face my karma *indeed*
#review
All what you said to me is true,
You love me more than i love you,
I just don't get those words to explain it to you,
If i was a girl i might be a prostitute.
I approached you as a pervert,
I'm just my lust's servent,
I whispered sweet words in your ears,
To make you believe that i'm the one.
The desires i was caging within me,
Were craving like a beast and killing me,
Then i used you as a tool to finish it,
Are you feeling me?
Yes i didn't love you, the time you loved me,
and when i loved, it's too late 'cause you ain't hungry,
And now i'm sitting lonely,
Writing poetry for my *one and only*
I know i made you cry,
But i swear that i cried too,
I couldn't fix our life,
But i swear that i tried to.
And now when i know *who am i* i believe,
i better leave this place, it ain't for me,
I need to be stronger 'cause i know,
One day i'll have to face my karma *indeed*
#review
Woman
She is the one whom I always had.
and is the person for who I desire.
Is the one who acted like a mother
and sometimes like a whore.
And sometimes she made me bore.
Her glimpse always made me happy.
And sometimes it made me naughty.
My life was fearless with her.
Even if there was no one there.
She is the one whom I always had.
and is the person for who I desire.
#woman #review #taboo #mantoiyat
She is the one whom I always had.
and is the person for who I desire.
Is the one who acted like a mother
and sometimes like a whore.
And sometimes she made me bore.
Her glimpse always made me happy.
And sometimes it made me naughty.
My life was fearless with her.
Even if there was no one there.
She is the one whom I always had.
and is the person for who I desire.
#woman #review #taboo #mantoiyat
Many had went to make corrections
But end up being part of the problem.
Know when to 'back out'!!!
The path of 'excuse' leads to destruction!!!
#randomthoughts
#review
But end up being part of the problem.
Know when to 'back out'!!!
The path of 'excuse' leads to destruction!!!
#randomthoughts
#review
The fall
When your thoughts meet..
Emotions soar, my eyes fill ..
Like once lost and forgotten,
And the thought,what have I done.
I was unprepared and lost..
I was unprepared for you..
But you found me wandering,
In this little garden Wondering.
I'm scared and i was never aware..
Still, Bare as prayer, i share.
In my room of wonders, you're-
the one thing,I'd never let Break.
I'll heal your wounds,even ..
scratch my scars to meet yours.
The one headstrong and sweet..
Only whose eyes I'll ever meet.
I'll vary of my demons ,under
the light of my life, that's you!
Who in all concerns of her life,
Never let go of my hand in strife.
To you I kneel, my Queen,
As my fate has foreseen.
Beneath the surface ..
our world still has a grip ,
on the edge, but you're ...
the light, within you shines ,
Embers, Keeping love alive.
#review #poem #gop_c #everyone
When your thoughts meet..
Emotions soar, my eyes fill ..
Like once lost and forgotten,
And the thought,what have I done.
I was unprepared and lost..
I was unprepared for you..
But you found me wandering,
In this little garden Wondering.
I'm scared and i was never aware..
Still, Bare as prayer, i share.
In my room of wonders, you're-
the one thing,I'd never let Break.
I'll heal your wounds,even ..
scratch my scars to meet yours.
The one headstrong and sweet..
Only whose eyes I'll ever meet.
I'll vary of my demons ,under
the light of my life, that's you!
Who in all concerns of her life,
Never let go of my hand in strife.
To you I kneel, my Queen,
As my fate has foreseen.
Beneath the surface ..
our world still has a grip ,
on the edge, but you're ...
the light, within you shines ,
Embers, Keeping love alive.
#review #poem #gop_c #everyone
City
In a city, of my dreams.
I wish to live
It has a huge building and sky skyscrapers.
and no one bothers me there.
It has big roads like my farm.
People have AC which keeps them warm.
I reached there.
City of my dreams.
There were huge buildings and skyscrapers.
But I can't go there.
There were huge roads
But I can't breathe the air.
AC was there but I couldn't afford to buy it.
The City of my dreams,
Where is it?
#review
In a city, of my dreams.
I wish to live
It has a huge building and sky skyscrapers.
and no one bothers me there.
It has big roads like my farm.
People have AC which keeps them warm.
I reached there.
City of my dreams.
There were huge buildings and skyscrapers.
But I can't go there.
There were huge roads
But I can't breathe the air.
AC was there but I couldn't afford to buy it.
The City of my dreams,
Where is it?
#review
Diging into a decade of Golden trash, with the broken faded memories.. i still see the smiling moon in my blinded eyes... those murmuring echoes are still audible to deafen ears... A decade of numnous pain still aching in my cold blood heart... i still smell her fragrance around me... Those days may passed on me... but the feelings she poured in my heart shall with me till the end of the Music". #review
Lifeless
Sunshine slipped through the cracks of these walls
Always thought it was the making of a marvel
Someone rang the bell on my ruddy door
Although I was curious, my chained legs didn't agree
These days are nothing but torture to my mind
Only consolation being this small window to the sky
Some days I see my friends, sun, Moon and stars
They bring light to this wretched room and life of mine
But today I'm all alone, nothing in the sky, nothing to be heard
I'm all alone, I'm done and I'm gone.
To be a neighbor in skies and look to the room of mine,
And give company to the next one to be chained to the ground
#review #poem #everyone #gop_c
Sunshine slipped through the cracks of these walls
Always thought it was the making of a marvel
Someone rang the bell on my ruddy door
Although I was curious, my chained legs didn't agree
These days are nothing but torture to my mind
Only consolation being this small window to the sky
Some days I see my friends, sun, Moon and stars
They bring light to this wretched room and life of mine
But today I'm all alone, nothing in the sky, nothing to be heard
I'm all alone, I'm done and I'm gone.
To be a neighbor in skies and look to the room of mine,
And give company to the next one to be chained to the ground
#review #poem #everyone #gop_c
Writer
I am a writer,
the writer of a thought,
trying to express my feeling,
deep in my heart,
some of them are sad and some are happy,
I see the world through my eyes,
and write to them without lying,
I have a clear vision about this and that,
But sometimes I fail to understand a cat,
I write about lakes, ponds, cities, and countries,
I write about revolution, evolution, and love,
I write about pain,
I write about beyond the heavens,
I can make a mystery,
I can create history,
I make person happy,
I make them feel sad,
I can turn them on,
At the end
I am just a busy writer,
trying to express my feeling,
deep in my heart,
Some of them are sad and some are happy.
and sometimes hard to understand.
#review #writer
I am a writer,
the writer of a thought,
trying to express my feeling,
deep in my heart,
some of them are sad and some are happy,
I see the world through my eyes,
and write to them without lying,
I have a clear vision about this and that,
But sometimes I fail to understand a cat,
I write about lakes, ponds, cities, and countries,
I write about revolution, evolution, and love,
I write about pain,
I write about beyond the heavens,
I can make a mystery,
I can create history,
I make person happy,
I make them feel sad,
I can turn them on,
At the end
I am just a busy writer,
trying to express my feeling,
deep in my heart,
Some of them are sad and some are happy.
and sometimes hard to understand.
#review #writer
Same As Siraad'
Both are moments
but, how one performs
decide his or her fate.
Here: one is either
a muslim or kafir.
There: it's either
to paradise or hell.
There: it's either
forward or downward.
Here: it's either
to stay strong or fall
#Review
#Everyone
#spiritual
#judgementday
Both are moments
but, how one performs
decide his or her fate.
Here: one is either
a muslim or kafir.
There: it's either
to paradise or hell.
There: it's either
forward or downward.
Here: it's either
to stay strong or fall
#Review
#Everyone
#spiritual
#judgementday
My eyes beheld a crystal Rose.
In my palms it lay.
Formed from the tears that made it glitter, reddened with blood from the wounds our love gave me.
I chewed on the thorns as you made sure that the sight of petals was delayed.
You showed me your horns though with my trumpet I adored you in song.
I gave myself to you, I thought you had too.
Nothing can make me doubt that my eyes conjured the two things I loved the most.
I saw your love though it wasn't there...
I never held on to the pain, the crystal Rose was never in my palms.
#review #everyone
In my palms it lay.
Formed from the tears that made it glitter, reddened with blood from the wounds our love gave me.
I chewed on the thorns as you made sure that the sight of petals was delayed.
You showed me your horns though with my trumpet I adored you in song.
I gave myself to you, I thought you had too.
Nothing can make me doubt that my eyes conjured the two things I loved the most.
I saw your love though it wasn't there...
I never held on to the pain, the crystal Rose was never in my palms.
#review #everyone
A dark-skinned girl.
Yeah, I am dark-skinned.
But, it was not always like that.
There was a time when I was unaware.
Of my skin.
"My little princess", Papa called.
I was playing with my sweet little castle.
Days passed,
I was playing in a park,
A woman came to my mother and
asked, "why is she so dark?".
Thenceforth my skin is all with fairness creams.
And now I know that.
Yeah, I am dark-skinned.
#review
Yeah, I am dark-skinned.
But, it was not always like that.
There was a time when I was unaware.
Of my skin.
"My little princess", Papa called.
I was playing with my sweet little castle.
Days passed,
I was playing in a park,
A woman came to my mother and
asked, "why is she so dark?".
Thenceforth my skin is all with fairness creams.
And now I know that.
Yeah, I am dark-skinned.
#review
Your arms are the warm cage ,
I want to sleep in forever.
Yours eyes are the mirror,
I want to look in forever.
Your hands are the locks ,
I want to hold forever.
Your lips are the water ,
I want to drink forever.
Your love is the promise ,
I want to keep up forever.
Your soul is the blessing ,
I want to be blessed forever.
#poem #review #everyone
I want to sleep in forever.
Yours eyes are the mirror,
I want to look in forever.
Your hands are the locks ,
I want to hold forever.
Your lips are the water ,
I want to drink forever.
Your love is the promise ,
I want to keep up forever.
Your soul is the blessing ,
I want to be blessed forever.
#poem #review #everyone