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I can't die nor sleep

Right now death sounds
Like it should be my destination
Yes we'all gonna die
But i want it to happen now
I'm finished and I'm giving up,
Don't judge me,
I've been judging myself and it's enough
Everything is just nothing
Without who are actually need,
Unfortunately I'm not to be in the picture now,
Sadly i can't understand anything
But my mind keeps reminding me
That death could be better,
I mean after this life, i might not feel
Pain will no longer have dominion over me
I will set myself free
Cause I'm ceasing to function in this life,
I want to know what it feels like
Not to feel,
It's a bit contradiction but to me
It makes sense,
Anyone in my shoes would agree
Though i can't believe anyone else
Deserves the kind of discomfort in my heart,
I don't know if it's possible,
Unfortunately I'm not suicidal
Otherwise i would have died a few minutes ago,
As i walked on the road
My only wish was to bump on a car
And my life to end just right there,
But not even a bicycle passed there
Why can't i die?
If I'm not to die then can i sleep for a while,
Just not to think of my dilemmas
Sadly i can't sleep either
What is wrong with me????

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In her storms I flew up like,
a speck of dust nowhere to land
Eyes so fierce, I dare not look
But I'd wish her to be so kind
Still her laps are so homelike
I think it's very dreamlike

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This masquerade she puts on
Under the facade of melancholy
Drew me in like a month yearning,
That candle light so bright
Benevolent as she was, didn't
Forget to leave my soul in red

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In a Faraway garden
a lost queenbee, she was.
Opened up my heart
Like a morning flower,as I'm.
Only to be stung by,
her words and needs
That made me die

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Socrates

Walking down the street
like a creature from unknown shore,
He invaded the Greeks' charm
as he announced his snub nose

Armed with wisdom,
Yet, harmless and fool
For the battle of Justice,
he chose the lost and harsh truth

Athena, who raised him;
taught him; adored him,
couldn't see his brighter heart
Blinded by the divine ambrosia,
she mistook him for Medusa's
statue of grudge

Brandishing their virtues,
stormed the three immortals
But,
It was Socrates who'd to choose-
between hemlock and the Oracle

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Old stories unraveling

In a stance of oblivion, an empty jacket of darkness lies waste with no hope whatsoever.
It was to be an envelop of forgotten mysteries until that envelop was mail bagged to a person of divinity.
I heard an old old story when reality was sunk in emptiness, when the earth was formless and without an ability to take shape.
I heard there was this person who could not refrain from sayings that could make hanging the gardens at Babylon,
I heard impossibility was his thing and been boss in it was his fun thing.
Little did I know that he was having this crush on me because I really did see romance in his voice when he first said, "let us make man".
He was supposed to rule heaven while I reign on earth but wait, hell no!!!, he misses me been close cos I felt him hug me close.
I felt this mutual rapport as he made me report the report I got from the treasures he made for my pleasure.
I love the the way he fathers me 'cos that's just the way he fathers me.

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Are you okay?

Don't lie,
This is a chance to get by,
Admit and save your life,
You were asked,
You did respond
But it was a lie, now be truthful
Are you okay?

You are okay?
With your life messed up,
With you bankrupt,
Instead of shaping you disrupt,
What do you mean?
Because I see nothing okay,
Why lie to yourself?

You are over the relationship?
But why cry about it at night,
You'll never beg to be loved?
So, why are you texting for closure,
You were asked if you were alright
You said 'yes' why lie?

Get your damn head straight,
I don't mean to curse,
But mother fucker you make me angry,
Stop shutting your feelings
There are supposed to be there
Otherwise you wouldn't feel

What about that course you wanted?
You really given up?
You still think about it, don't you?
But when you are asked,
You make it sound simple,
Like it was never a dream to you!

You are looking in the jaws of death
Yet you can't make your bed,
Are you even trying?
No help will come from outside,
Dominate from within
Abdicate from falsehoods

Look, as long as you deny your feelings,
You'll never move on,
You'll build a wall around you instead,
You might never escape from it.
I'm asking for the last time
Are you okay?

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Its not just that you feel lonely when you are alone.
You can feel lonely even when you are surrounded by millions of people.
People whom you love would leave you one day,
When they will get new person.
You will get confused, whether you were temporary in their life or were they?
You will try to find the answers… but never succeed in finding them.
No matter if you are the temporary one or the other.
Just play your best and leave if they want you to.
Never ask why they want you to leave if you are not at fault.
Just leave.
People will hurt you in every possible way when they don’t need you anymore.
Look at their behavior and you will understand your importance.
Just the one thing you have to do is, remove the clutter from your mind…
From your life…
And take that person as the challenge,
Take your loneliness as the challenge and that loneliness will guide you to win.
Because, winner can only be one. Not a group of people…
BE THE WINNER…

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Humans

He said he wanted to be like humans
Laying in the red grass he wasn't lying
He wanted to feel life and die
He wanted the low and the high
He wanted to love or so he thought we did
He wanted to see the sun
He wanted to feel the burn
So he broke his back just to give himself a unique name
Pretty boy still didn't know we were all strikingly the same
Humans told him to get a dream and fight for it until he dies
He then realized all he has ever heard about us were lies
He felt betrayed , after all being a human wasn't so great
He wanted to be him again
Knowing being a human was just slowly dying
But by then he had already stopped trying
Human destroyed another free soul in the name of culture
Right n wrong we so highly claim
Trying to make every single living thing the same
If like him you feel so out of place and invisible like a ghost
You'll understand what he has truly lost

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As writers, we are misers
We want to hold onto every world
Not place them unnecessarily,
So that they never feel like they don't belong
As writers, we are greedy
If we come across a word we have never heard them, we instantly collect them to give them home or may be to give them a better place to live

As writers, we are stubborn
We talk about things that we should not mention..
And celebrate empty phrases because not everything deserves to be meaningful in shallow human brains
As writers, we are lovers of the streetlights on lonely crossroads
And monkey faces
And sunset of orange colour
And lavanders of color mauve
Of eyes that are welled up
Of eyes that are hollow
And of eyes that are lightest brown
Of seahorse that we have never seen
And of songs that have no sound
And of sound of laughter
Of DEATH
Of mealencholy....of melody

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Clandestine


Enough of your stones
It's breaking my bones
Sick of my crown
of being the clown
Look at these grown
All they do is frown
No more beat down
Let's take it to town
clandestine thoughts, I own.


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The way I want you to be with me
Is more than what it seems to be

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It is not necessary to knock someone new
But he has left
May have gone through some helplessness they,,
Try to know someone's situation once
So maybe you will be tortured more than you ...
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Those three words
are said too much
they're not enough
to tell you how I feel

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Don't be afraid my love
night and dark it may be
silent and alone you may feel
when you feel lost and beat
remember, for it is when the
Stars shine their brightest

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Pink.

The sweet perfect childhood.

No concerns and no difficulties, the hardest thing was doing your homework.

Your biggest demands was to stay up past 9 P.M.

Grey.

Life started spinning its wheels, many disappointments and fears represented by both, strangers and people you respected and admired.

But you still clung to hope, thinking they might come back one day despite the hurt they caused.

Red.

Someone came in, took no permission and just broke in.

They made life seem easy and warm when you're with them, hard and lonely without them.

They filled you with passion and love, you couldn't remember how it was before anymore.

Black.

That very someone broke your heart from the inside out, gave you a blow that sent you flying for eternity.

Now... You spend the time re-learning old lessons and life teaches you new ones.

You're not just hurt, you're devastated, demolished maybe obliterated, desecrated or demoralized and annihilated even.

Pain seems more like a mocking word to you, it's agony and sorrow that are a little closer to tell your story.

You don't trust anyone, not even yourself, you try to end it all but you fail.So you just lay there in numbness waiting for the next color to appear.

If there's any next, that is.

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Take a look at my countenance, you'd see—
Lines that paint experiences:
Pain and gain;
Sour love,
And
Pure love.

Look at my eyes,
Frozen past ice,
Imagine the lies
They've witnessed.

Look at my lips;
The lines that tell a thousand tales.
Pay attention to 'em, they now speak louder than my dead voice.

Touch my ears, do they breath...no, sound?
Pay attention, you'd hear sounds from my past recurring from 'em.

My entirety, now,
Is full of lines bearing experiences.
Some I wish could replay before my sunken eyes.
Others I wish could escape the cutis of my senses.

©abu_muhsiin

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“Oooh, Yeah, Sing it then.”
He said while handing me a cup of tea. Saad used to take tea a lot back in the days. Tea was his only obsession those days.
“I can’t sing”, I replied. He looked at me and smiled and suddenly he started laughing at me.
“Okay, who are you fooling?” He asked.
“I’m not fooling, I’m just telling you that I can’t sing.”
“Oh?” He looked me up and down.
I said, “Yeah”. “I don’t believe this”, he replied.
“Why not?”
“Do you even remember I’m your brother?”
“Of course I do!!”
“Great!”
We used to argue a lot. And every time we argued, one of us was definitely going to be mad at another. This was how we showed affection, love and care for each other. And the most funny thing about us having arguments and being mad at each other was that none of this lasted for more than a day. It would just take a smile to make everything go away.
Every night we would go out on the Bahawalpur road near Chaubarji and we would take tea and talk or usually sing. So that night he was singing our favorite song “Sau Baras guzre saans lye, Sau baras guzre din dhalay.” It was something like this. I know weird taste in music but.. we liked it.
I had a rough day and I couldn’t do anything to get along. It’s not that I wasn’t trying but that day wasn’t like usual.
“Look I know I’m ruining a good mood and time but I’m sorry. Today wasn’t kind to me. I lost a friend and I don’t wanna talk about it.” I said.
“I’m sorry.” He exhaled.
“I don’t wanna lose another.” I looked at him and said this and I couldn’t stop me from smiling and when I smiled, like I said, it all went away, just like that.
And then we both started smiling and I could hear whisper of his smile, his mouth was almost in the mug so there was a sound. And then we both started laughing.
Then he looked at me with pride in his eyes and replied, “you won’t ever lose me, no matter what!”
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Don't get upset if you ever feel left alone by your friends , if you feel alone when you are with them they are not your friends . Its just that they don't deserve you . Ask yourself , Do you ever feel alone when you are with your family ? True friends are also like your family . It is good to live alone rather than living with the people who do not respect your presence . Never adjust with this shit , life has planned somthing good for you .
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How far

how far would you go
to tame your fears,

how far would you go
to hold your tears,

how far would you go
to win the fight,

how far would you go
to survive the night,

how far would you go
to kill your dreams,

how far would you go
to muffle your screams,

how far would you go
to challenge fate,

how far would you go
to love someone you hate.

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