THE DECISION DAY

I kept looking at the clock for more than an hour now. "You did what you could and now just shut up and wait for whatever is the outcome." My father told me this for a 100 times that day in a caring yet aggressive manner.My mother as always was in a confused state of mind ,which surely looked funny. Even though nothing seemed funny at that moment. Everybody had huge expectations from me.But all that was going on in my mind was do I deserve these expectations? Is it a gift or a curse that people think I can? I was engrossed in these thoughts and suddenly a notification flashed on my phone, "check your CBSE board exam result" and I called my parents inside with a trembling voice. I started to fill my details on the website while all the memories of the last three months kept popping in my mind.I learnt so many things in the last three months but the most important thing that I learned was there is absolutely nothing more important than one's self. I just feared to lose confidence in this fact.As soon as I filled my details it took the longest three seconds of my lifetime for the result to come."Beta! you did it!" I heard this and tried to open my eyes to see the result and boom! I really did more than i thought i could. I screamed, danced,jumped and what not.But the best gift I found that day was the two parts of my world , Maa and papa's proud smile.

@PensivePost by Ishita sarkar

GENDER IS NO THING💛

You aen't a girl if you are not man enough

cause a girl is a gender, not an abuse dear offender.


This society needs a reality check,

even females themselves say the same heck.


He says fuck, yeah he's on his nerves!

She says screw, ah ah #checkyourwords.


so many things a guy does,

done by a girl, looks abrupt.

Patriarchy over the years has

mad our analogy corrupt.


So while saying 'society' who is being addressed?

It is all of us disgusively dressed.

So here a little piece of mind

The battles we fight are a lot more wide,

Think you were here you couldn't have tried!

~ by ISHITA SARKAR
hope you like this❤️

@PensivePost

You want me to write it down? Alright.

I'll write, I'll confess my words. But the words to tell the truth are yet to be born.

You want my truth? You tell me, you're the one who have been watching me.

Smiling, but not for me.

You're only blind for me, that's why you need me.

I can line the words, eloquent and sealed. But they'll still be bleary to you.

I can pour my ink and watch you burn my thoughts.

I can and I will.

But if you read what I tell, would you let out my birds?

#random

#review #everyone #Noob #scribbling

AN EMPTY JAR OF HOPE
yesterday I stood there
in the same dreary place
clinging to my empty jar of hope
waiting for rain
in the middle of a cold winter night
to water my withering soul
my ears are cold
my fingers are shivering
as if the jar is heavy
but it was empty
perhaps the cold air
inside my empty jar of hope
deceived my fingers
I know is sound crazy, but I am just a man
clinging to the hope of a better tomorrow

#review #everyone #poem

UNTITLED

These endless derogations
I long for their return
I see them gone
I witness vivid days
It appears bright moony shadow muffling the whole city,
in absolute light of life.

#poem #review #everyone

AN EMPTY JAR OF HOPE
yesterday I stood there
in the same dreary place
clinging to my empty jar of hope
waiting for rain
in the middle of a cold winter night
to water my withering soul
my ears are cold
my fingers are shivering
as if the jar is heavy
but it was empty
perhaps the cold air
inside my empty jar of hope
deceived my fingers
I know is sound crazy, but I am just a man
clinging to the hope of a better tomorrow

#review #everyone #poem @dengbeny

When things seem so gleam.
When you're trying not to love someone.
Suppressed and kept in ,not knowing what may happen next.
The stars start to twinkle and the moon seems majestic.
You know you're fading not just in thoughts but also in reality.
You accept to love but hate to admit it.
Poems and sonnets sooth you ,so do meaningless words.
You become a living example of a paradox and that unfortunately becomes your lifeline.

#review

Make me crazy
Show dreams with open eyes

I can forget you by forgetting you
May these cold winds blow

Wherever i want you far away
Your face is just visible

Childness you still have a lot
Make a distance when i come close

See your lips pink
I can not stand now

Without you this rainy season
Make "Amber" cry every moment

#ambarsariya
#review

Far from ME
Time and road
Have dare to load
Happiness critisism love and hatred
All in one barrel
Which i sip daily
It tastes gud , may be bad not sure
But i drink a part from it daily.
Nevertheless I add my pinch of toppings sometimes, some salt some honey some pepper
Righteously plattered
But the best thing is the Hangover it puts me in, never-ending and everlasting..
#review # poetry# timeandme#akshayavata

Peoples lives and kill their things the help his/her to survive. Nature give us opportunity to protect him but we don’t do that because the forest trees in the forest is that harmful for us for all human societies animals are very good accepted to us not care about our love feelings emotions caring.
Emotions root things record foot winners we got emotionally when someone hurt us but we don’t care what the other emotions thinks feel reaches keep going our work out self just think about ourself myself me
#talkme #QnA
#review

Where did we fail?

I remember how pure my thinking was when I was 10 years old. I never had the idea of what hatred felt like. I never knew understood the world but all I enjoyed was the company of people with whom I used to play, laugh, shout, cry, eat, mock, love and many other feelings.

I knew when I entered my teenage that I'm torn between two extremes of cultural diversity. One being the traditional and the other millineal. One extreme though strictly disciplined had flaws that millineals made mockery, the other extreme had no rules and enjoyed the freedom that the traditionals fought and got. Hence the millineal freedom was not earned but gifted.

I remember how I used to cherish even a small gift that I got for a birthday or any occasion. Freedom to us is a gift. Why do we fail to understand that this gift once lost is not easy to get back.

We as the future have forgotten to understand that the freedom of speech is to express the rights not to spread hatred. The freedom of expression is not to beat and kill each other. Remember the last time we were divided, someone from outside had to make us realize after 200 years that we have been made slaves.

Where did we fail to understand the 2020 that we dreamt about is not how we have made it into. Everyday I open a newspaper, I see happiness struggling to show up at every corner but there is so much negativity on every single aspect of life that people have adjusted themselves to be the negativity factor.

This day let us understand where did we fail, reassess, and start fresh with some positivity in everything.

#fightforpositivity #giftedfreedom #dontlosethegift #randomthought #review

Why i am single ,
I have many options to mingle ,

I love you why don't you understand my feelings
What do you know how many night without you my pain dealings ,

I am crazy behind you ,
When we are together what a nice view ,

Once you become mine,
All luxury's items will be in your line ,

I will never heart You ,
I am ready to do anything for you ,
Please accept me My love is True ,

✍#Ranga

#Review#Ranga

#Review

From the deepest earth, to the skies above.
If hate can kill, then so can the love.

In the hazardous war, in the safest truce.
If lies can kill, then so can the truth.

#random

#review #everyone #Noob #scribbling

#yourreview
I like it head to toe
It inspired me too
To write
Here is what i tried👇
.............Lie|?|Truth

A question marked Truth
Is worse than a Lie
A question marked Lie
Is costly than a Truth

A question marked Truth
And
A question marked Lie
Are indistinguishable
As Light in darked Sky

#hunt
#Review

i feel as 2nd line of 1st stanza
have something wrong with it.