to be someone who hates leaving the house is the worst thing

i hate going outside and touching the grass

i'm crying that is so beautiful

جاي يسون لي اغراء حتى اقتل نفسي

btw this is not my home

لك كل ما جاي اضل كاعده وافكر ب اشياء اكثر كل ما جاي يزيد كرهي الشخص

ويخليني اريد اكتل روحي بالزايد

i can't sleep

to fall in love with (or have crush on) someone when you already hate yourself is the most confusing thing