You prefer to be alone. When you speak, you often use past tense rather than present or future. You were exposed to death at a young age, people are creeped out with you because you like death. You're a victim of bullying and often left out, and you struggle/lacked education.
Your mother figure died/absent, so your relatives took care of you.
Can do make up/art, dedicated to work/study, morally grey, lowkey suicidal. You don't fear death, and rather view it as paradise. Animals (preferably quiet ones) accompanied you, you prefer quiet places and you mostly have little to no friends. You like paper origamis! you like flowers and their symbolism. Do you perhaps have that one friend (or more than a friend) who understood you well? you're distant with living people and actually comforted with the deceased. Despite all this, you're actually soft and humble.