when I see a cat

why do I keep getting blamed for stuff that happens out of my control and for stuff I didn't even know anything about

other people do something and people point their fingers at me and try to punish me instead of the person causing it and this has been going on for the past 2 years IRL but also online

and people NEVER appreciate me for anything I do. I dont even mention most stuff I do "behind the scenes" but it's usually only blame I get making me feel like a worthless piece of shit. People complain to me because they have a problem with someone else and I try fixing it because I feel bad and in the end im in the middle of both sides with both sides fighting with me or attacking me even tho im just trying to make both stop. And when it finally stops im the one who took the most damage and I still don't get appreciation. If you don't appreciate the stuff I do in the background then stop venting to me about other people or trying to use me as a tool for your fights making me feel like shit and guilty.

and STOP spreading LIES about me and accusing me of stuff I NEVER DID you piece of shit humans

anyway have to leave the house now... first day back at school and my day is already ruined lol (will probably get worse 😹)

first day back and my classmates already trying to make fun of me LMAO I LOVE IT idek why I think look fine today and they still talk shit but who cares 😹

anyway fuck everyone stop dming me I don't wanna know or get involved in your shitty online dramas thx

walked into the classroom and got slapped by 2 classmates 😹 their hands were wet and now my face feels slimy and looks red 👍🏻 nice

2nd day of school and I already don't wanna go anymore 😹😹

makes me wonder