this with someone who understands why im the way I am

Maybe when I stop talking to myself all day
my soul will finally be free from this body prison.

مافي ورد بيطلب مي
الورد بيبقىٰ سكوت
اذا ما سقيته شوي شوي
عالسكت بيموت

مازلت أغادر الكل ،
وأستمر في أرغام الجميع علىٰ مغادرتي
رُبما يضايقني الأزدحام.

My hate
and
my love
for you
are infinite..

you may see me in a jail
but not in a relationship

you can pretend you don't miss me
You can pretend you don't care
All you wanna do is kiss me
Oh,what a shame I'm not there.

Sometimes
it feels better not to talk
at all
about anything
to anyone.

The higher I get
the lower I'll sink
I can't drown my demons
they know how to swim

He tries to put me in a cup
and I am an ocean
He thinks he is drinking me
so I drown him.