goodbye seventeen
the most paradoxical year I've ever seen
simultaneity of being awful and beautiful
joyful yet painful
goodbye seventeen
the smartest version I've ever been
the highest peaks of being a teen
after years of childish smiles
foolish decisions
wrong places, wrong answers
goodbye seventeen
softest teacher that you've been
with the hardest lessons to feel
It was all worth it
I learned to hesitate
before every dilemma, before every sentence
I learned to be decisive
about my decisions, about my beliefs
I learned to open my eyes
to every enemy and to every friend
since "I don't wanna grow up" is impossible
I wanna be the adult that little me would've loved
among all the seeds planted,
in the layers of my personality
now I see some of them selectively growing
shaping me
goodbye seventeen
you prepared me to face the real world
now you stand there watching me leave
I look back, repeating what I was told
"you're on your own, kid"
so my dear seventeen,
stop saying "say hi to eighteen"
I'll be polite, I know it
happy birthday to the little old me

- HST . today

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سیسی جیک جیکی نازم تولدت یک عالمه مبارکمون باشه تو یکی از نازی ترین و مهربون ترینایی مرسی که به دنیا اومدی خوشگلکم دوستت دارممم😭✨🐣🎀

باورم نمیشه هستی ۱۸ سالش شده از وقتی ۱۶ و خورده ای بوده میشناسمش😭💘

avery is 17, jude is 17, juliette is 17, scarlett is 17, evangeline is 17, clary is 17, bella swan is 17, percy jackson is 17
AND I TURNED 18 !!??