what if I never find anybody to love or I finally get the chance and I fuck it all up?

'cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave

what if I get to heaven and it's not even real and I die before tellin' you how I really feel?

'cause it feels like hell and I just can't help, but think maybe love's not for me

and I forget about you long enough to forget why I needed

you kept me like a secret but I kept you like an outh

they say all's well that ends well
but I'm in a new hell every time

asking me what happened? "you"
that's what happened : you

time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it