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memories feel like weapons
god rest my soul, I miss who I used to be

‍ ‌ ‌ ‌ ‌ ‌ ‌ ‌ ‌ ‌ . ‌✉️ྀི Dear. @NotesLake ,,🪽

I'm not feeling like myself and nothing ever seems to help. went to the doctor and she said I was fine but every movie that I see makes me cry.

It's like somebody put a weight on my chest. I should talk to a friend but I can't get out of bed. my head is spinning and my stomach is sick.

empty, look at me. I'm a zombie in my body. I'm a train off of the track.

I feel dirty, I feel rotten and the colors are all flat. I'm a sad shell of a woman and I've got maggots for brains.

        ﹒┈﹒┈﹒✨️🪿﹒┈﹒┈
𝖥𝗈𝗋𝗐𝖺𝗋𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗆𝖾𝗌𝗌𝖺𝗀𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗍𝖾𝗅𝗅 𝗆𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖿𝖺𝗏𝗈𝗋𝗂𝗍𝖾 𝖼𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖻𝗋𝗂𝗍𝗒 𝗈𝗋 𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗍𝖾𝗋, 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖨’𝗅𝗅 𝖼𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗍𝖾 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗒𝗈𝗎ྀ‌ ׄ ፝  

Jude Duarte

I wish we tried to hold her
should've kept an open line
I'm imagining again
it's past my bedtime