I might be able to be my old self with these again

I wonder if you ever cared?

I fell in love but you didn't notice... or maybe you did...
And decided to ignore...

So i decided to let you go
Let you be
No more suffering

Never get addicted to someone
Unless you know you mean something to them

Or at least when they want you the same as you want them

I want to disappear...

I did

Breath

Breath the fresh air of spring

So here I am at 21
My life has finally begun
I can't seem to find my way to the next chapter
I'll accept these parts of me
Paper cuts along these jagged sheets
With no happily ever after now

So when the time came up for me to finally fall in love
I set my expectations way too high
Turns out I was no protagonist
Boys weren't a fan of this
And so I slowly learned that I should hide
From the reality consuming me
That I'd never be like the girls that they'd write

When did this song became accurate?!?!