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Hi, Ladies and Gents this channel dedicated to articles which is based on nearly everything with more orientation to science. Here i share my amateur and subjective opinions and publish my articles. Hope it’ll help to develop and inspire article-writing culture…
It has been more than a year at this point with this channel. First, I want everyone to know that I stopped posting stuff here for the past 2 months.
The reasons for stopping were unintentional in my own sense. The first and foremost reason was APs. After getting brutally humbled by my scores, I realized there was always a toxic bubble that surrounded me with illusions. It took me long enough to recover from what I did (roughly 3.5 weeks). Only this experience exposed other mistakes I made as a person to other people (hurting them without knowing). As Adam Smith's famous "invisible hand" theory states: even if one does bad to another, there is always a benefit indirectly. The case was somewhat similar to mine, as I opened this channel for the purpose of writing amateur articles about nearly everything.
First, before moving to Tashkent for SS, I can vividly remember I was a boy with some delusional goals and an disproportionate worldview. To fit into the environment in September (2025), I did everything to socialize even if it was against my true self. Naturally, being fake exhausted me in like 6 months already, where I was having problems with my other classmates. 1.5 years in Tashkent alone made me more mature with my words and actions (living in my uncle's house was part of it, hahahah). Back in the day in my own hometown, I was never challenged a bit by other guys in specific ways (I believe it was the primary reason for the illusory bubble I lived in).
I can frankly say this 1.5-year experience taught me how reality looks the hard way. Until that time, all of my worldview came from the countless movies I watched back home (yeah, I have a habit of taking unique traits from characters) and, more importantly, books (which I started to read regularly at age 14, pretty late). However, after starting my second high school year, I just lost my true self (it includes habits, way of speaking, and attitude towards others).
I probably took your precious minutes, but it was something that I wanted to let myself know so as not to repeat it again. Anyways, it's also helpful to polish my writing through reflections like this. So now it's a brand new year for this channel, and I hope I'll show everyone who I truly am and share every thought of mine toward things (so you can give constructive criticism if you want). Writing all of these things may look cringe, but it was needed. All of these things were meant to inspire people I know, not to look smart or for other purposes.
Thank you for understanding.
The reasons for stopping were unintentional in my own sense. The first and foremost reason was APs. After getting brutally humbled by my scores, I realized there was always a toxic bubble that surrounded me with illusions. It took me long enough to recover from what I did (roughly 3.5 weeks). Only this experience exposed other mistakes I made as a person to other people (hurting them without knowing). As Adam Smith's famous "invisible hand" theory states: even if one does bad to another, there is always a benefit indirectly. The case was somewhat similar to mine, as I opened this channel for the purpose of writing amateur articles about nearly everything.
First, before moving to Tashkent for SS, I can vividly remember I was a boy with some delusional goals and an disproportionate worldview. To fit into the environment in September (2025), I did everything to socialize even if it was against my true self. Naturally, being fake exhausted me in like 6 months already, where I was having problems with my other classmates. 1.5 years in Tashkent alone made me more mature with my words and actions (living in my uncle's house was part of it, hahahah). Back in the day in my own hometown, I was never challenged a bit by other guys in specific ways (I believe it was the primary reason for the illusory bubble I lived in).
I can frankly say this 1.5-year experience taught me how reality looks the hard way. Until that time, all of my worldview came from the countless movies I watched back home (yeah, I have a habit of taking unique traits from characters) and, more importantly, books (which I started to read regularly at age 14, pretty late). However, after starting my second high school year, I just lost my true self (it includes habits, way of speaking, and attitude towards others).
I probably took your precious minutes, but it was something that I wanted to let myself know so as not to repeat it again. Anyways, it's also helpful to polish my writing through reflections like this. So now it's a brand new year for this channel, and I hope I'll show everyone who I truly am and share every thought of mine toward things (so you can give constructive criticism if you want). Writing all of these things may look cringe, but it was needed. All of these things were meant to inspire people I know, not to look smart or for other purposes.
Thank you for understanding.
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I wonder here in the dorm many guys go to the main building to study but in many cases ending up with scrolling or chatting with someone. Recently there’s one initiative added only 11th graders now can have acces to main building until 11 pm. Back then going outside were strictly forbidder sharp 10-9pm.
The real truth is only like 3-4 mfs (people) need the acces but almost 25% of the dorm just migrated. It’s like FOMO (Fear of missing out). In the digital world everyone following some patterns and imitating every sibgle thing they think their idol do. But true original thinkers exponentially diminishing.(idk why but it appeals to me like that)
Maybe someonelse’s succes was the reason of completely unrelated thing.
Even if you’re wrong, have your own opinion!!!
I wonder here in the dorm many guys go to the main building to study but in many cases ending up with scrolling or chatting with someone. Recently there’s one initiative added only 11th graders now can have acces to main building until 11 pm. Back then going outside were strictly forbidder sharp 10-9pm.
The real truth is only like 3-4 mfs (people) need the acces but almost 25% of the dorm just migrated. It’s like FOMO (Fear of missing out). In the digital world everyone following some patterns and imitating every sibgle thing they think their idol do. But true original thinkers exponentially diminishing.(idk why but it appeals to me like that)
Maybe someonelse’s succes was the reason of completely unrelated thing.
Even if you’re wrong, have your own opinion!!!
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