Sun behind the Bars !
Once I was trespassing one of my rooms of my house!
I was surprised by one of its sight!
What I witnessed was sun behind the bars.
Sun whose destined to hang above in the sky,
Was observed to leave the ground for escape and try.
Sun was caught in the rectangle box and
had dark black rods in front of it.
Then I wondered the mystery beneath!
Then I realized that so the real entity, who is in cage is not sun but me
In the corner of house I had understood
the sun wrong .
It made me more curious that while
being in the corner of world,
How much we had understood the owner, the creator of sun, the Lord, wrong!
At the end it made me pushed into sorrow!
1/08/2026
Once I was trespassing one of my rooms of my house!
I was surprised by one of its sight!
What I witnessed was sun behind the bars.
Sun whose destined to hang above in the sky,
Was observed to leave the ground for escape and try.
Sun was caught in the rectangle box and
had dark black rods in front of it.
Then I wondered the mystery beneath!
Then I realized that so the real entity, who is in cage is not sun but me
In the corner of house I had understood
the sun wrong .
It made me more curious that while
being in the corner of world,
How much we had understood the owner, the creator of sun, the Lord, wrong!
At the end it made me pushed into sorrow!
1/08/2026
Mechanism of TRIALS!
In this world, such an inner state is a test and our surroundings are a challenge.
Is my condition a period of experience? They got some default materials, which will become a baseline for the test when something is taken or added from the default—just like a slight push or pull alters a full-filled syringe.
A life test is conducted by altering the availability and accessibility of things so that it can divert you from your sole purpose and worship of God, causing you to waste your life trying to impress society.
The way this work is like this: when something close to you or comforting to you is taken away from the default, it creates a series of sort of agitations in you so that it can influence your peaceful, well-maintained life and worship.
If it doesn't work—meaning the absence of something didn't agitate you—then its presence or excess will! And if both of these don't work, then its fluctuating state will surely have an impact.
And one who survived it! Is surely the devoted servant of Almighty
In this world, such an inner state is a test and our surroundings are a challenge.
Is my condition a period of experience? They got some default materials, which will become a baseline for the test when something is taken or added from the default—just like a slight push or pull alters a full-filled syringe.
A life test is conducted by altering the availability and accessibility of things so that it can divert you from your sole purpose and worship of God, causing you to waste your life trying to impress society.
The way this work is like this: when something close to you or comforting to you is taken away from the default, it creates a series of sort of agitations in you so that it can influence your peaceful, well-maintained life and worship.
If it doesn't work—meaning the absence of something didn't agitate you—then its presence or excess will! And if both of these don't work, then its fluctuating state will surely have an impact.
And one who survived it! Is surely the devoted servant of Almighty
O death! death ! where are you?
you are my star, dark but blue
when my soul pause and brain demand clause i like to embrace you
and tempting to pay my life's due
o death o death where are you?
your absence breaks me apart
and the wordly whirpool makes its start
destroying my peace and tranquility' s cart
i want you to be my life's heart and your amazing to make world outsmart
6/11/2025
you are my star, dark but blue
when my soul pause and brain demand clause i like to embrace you
and tempting to pay my life's due
o death o death where are you?
your absence breaks me apart
and the wordly whirpool makes its start
destroying my peace and tranquility' s cart
i want you to be my life's heart and your amazing to make world outsmart
6/11/2025
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