Bro life is not free u want nothing in exchange of disobedience from god (sins)
Than what are u chasing ???
U want complete freedom of life just like atheist

And u think wages or return of sins is death than what a delusion 😭😭😭
Which animals sins and transgress again god and dies ?

In islam there is nothing like 3rd thing btw servant and god
And its god he does as he will and he likes
Maybe for us its illogical and meaningless to forgive sins like that but


Allah knows and does best

Also as a philosophical point
Everything is in God's control right!?
May something around u something in ur destiny directed by god made u sins
So its technically god is erasing or ignoring his own test given to servant by Forgiving sins by himself.

Now u might question that do god makes us to do sins!?
Nah but he puts us in conditions and trials to check the direction the servant wanted to go
Its to test !?
And if the test taker wants he can directly pass the students irrespective of there performance in test
Are u getting me!?

صباح الياسمين