me & my mess
sometimes, the world feels so harsh, and i feel so small so burdened, by words that were never spoken by mistakes that were never accounted for by actions that were never apologized for by emotions that trembled me and i just want to run away, cry madly andβ¦
i wrote this today around half an hour ago while i was crying, sorry if it feels shit, bs jo dil mein mn mein aaya vo likhdiya
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wish my concealer could conceal all the things i hate in life just like dark spots
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when i die, plant flowers over my grave. so when the seeds bloom, you can pick me and hold me again.
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my biggest red flag is i automatically go quiet when i hear something that hurts my feelings.
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Forwarded from Coffee and Chaos
Lately, Iβve been including this in my prayer:
If Iβm not meant to have it, Lord, please remove the desire from my heart to want it, and help me find peace in its absence..
If Iβm not meant to have it, Lord, please remove the desire from my heart to want it, and help me find peace in its absence..
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hug me as if i were to die tomorrow, and hug me tomorrow as if i were back from the dead.
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