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sometimes,
the world feels so harsh,
and i feel so small
so burdened, by words that were never spoken
by mistakes that were never accounted for
by actions that were never apologized for
by emotions that trembled me

and i just want to run away,
cry madly and just never stop

will my mind & heart ever be in unison?
and will there ever be a time, when i can say myself that i am truly at peace?
or will i die in the illusion of peace hoping for love & happiness to truly embrace my heart, soul & body?


~ from me to myself

i wrote this today around half an hour ago while i was crying, sorry if it feels shit, bs jo dil mein mn mein aaya vo likhdiya

thank you
means a lot ❤️

wish my concealer could conceal all the things i hate in life just like dark spots

when i die, plant flowers over my grave. so when the seeds bloom, you can pick me and hold me again.

my biggest red flag is i automatically go quiet when i hear something that hurts my feelings.

jyada der ke liye mt lgana please

Lately, I’ve been including this in my prayer:

If I’m not meant to have it, Lord, please remove the desire from my heart to want it, and help me find peace in its absence..

30 more to go 😭🫠

why 11:11 and not 23:23 ?

11:11

23:23

it’s not rudeness, it’s just clarity

hug me as if i were to die tomorrow, and hug me tomorrow as if i were back from the dead.

11:11