i have forgotten long back what it means to be loved, what it means to be precious for, what it means to be special for someone

idk why but it i never feel it's justified to kill someone just because we don't agree with their thoughts

not saying i agree with his thoughts but idk why but it just feels so off morally when u think that someone should be killed just bcz they supported X or were against Y

maybe i am thinking emotionally and not diplomatically atm, but yea, i will never feel it ethical to kill someone or even think of the prospect of a human being killed just because i didn't agree with her/his thoughts

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sometimes,
the world feels so harsh,
and i feel so small
so burdened, by words that were never spoken
by mistakes that were never accounted for
by actions that were never apologized for
by emotions that trembled me

and i just want to run away,
cry madly and just never stop

will my mind & heart ever be in unison?
and will there ever be a time, when i can say myself that i am truly at peace?
or will i die in the illusion of peace hoping for love & happiness to truly embrace my heart, soul & body?


~ from me to myself

i wrote this today around half an hour ago while i was crying, sorry if it feels shit, bs jo dil mein mn mein aaya vo likhdiya

thank you
means a lot ❤️

wish my concealer could conceal all the things i hate in life just like dark spots

when i die, plant flowers over my grave. so when the seeds bloom, you can pick me and hold me again.

my biggest red flag is i automatically go quiet when i hear something that hurts my feelings.

jyada der ke liye mt lgana please

Lately, I’ve been including this in my prayer:

If I’m not meant to have it, Lord, please remove the desire from my heart to want it, and help me find peace in its absence..